Silent but deep ==KHR fanfiction==

Chapter 109

Declaration : I don't own KHR ! Akira Amano does!

"spoken"

"Foreign Leangue"

'Thoughts'

#Place

Flashback / dreams

[Writen]

~track of time~

(A/N)

"Tsuna spoke to Henko"

"Henko spoke to Tsuna"

Tsuna POV

"... and that's how I get these wounds..."I said my reason while Riku treated my wounds.

Loke-san face palmed. Some of my friends sweatdropped. (A/N : thinking that their part is done here, All the first gen is now back at the room)

Kyo- I mean Hibari-san then asked,"you didn't lie about this don't you?" I frowned.

"Why do you think I lied?" I asked him back.

"oh, I don't know... maybe your nature?" Riku said sarcastically as she tighten the bandage make me winched a bit.

I tilted my head in confusion, "when do I ever tell you lies?" I asked.

"Everytime..." Riku shot a glare to me.

I frowned. I started to feel uncomfortable and my HI is also ringing to warn me. I know that I shouldn't have to ask, but I do..."Why do you said so?"

"well, you just tell us a lie back then. The reason of why you told us to tell everyone to went asleep first." Riku just finished the treatment and so she is now standing up.

"You always lied about yourself. All that you ever tell us was that you're fine even though that it was obviously a lie. And your reason before it was a lie too. right?" She said softly but striking right into me.

Her words make me remembered about people's words about me. Each of their words who is mocking me for my existence. Everyone who is cursing the day that I born. It makes me dropped all of my emotions cold.

"I supposed so..." I said, a bit unsure to myself why do I even answered that. "I'm a liar afterall..." I stared at them emotionlessly. "I'm just a liar who not just lie to people but also to myself." I shrugged my shoulder as if I don't care.

Even though I didn't show my emotion, deep inside I can feel that I'm so sad but also mad. My emotions are raging up.

I then stood up. "But so what? What if I'm a liar? What if I lived my live within lies? Aren't lies pretty enough to covered the ugly truth?" I chuckled.

"Lies are bad Tsuna-san-" Chrome comented.

"But it suits me well, Chrome..." I cutted with a smile. "All I ever do is said that one lies repeatedly. But you know how much it effected me? It keeps me alive... It makes me smile... It helps me survive... The power of one lies, lies of the word 'I'm fine'..." I said with a clear forced smile.

"I didn't lie about what I said before, I really don't want to face you... I don't want to face people who will make me talk about the truth. The painful dark truth... where my lies can't comforted me no more..." my words started to shaken as I hang my head low. I cursed myself for not able to hold these overwhelming emotions... why now? Why in front of them?