Goodbye Isn't forever (Completed)

Chapter 19

I felt myself being lifted onto a bed. What's happening? Blackness was still filled in my eyes but I can hear everything. I felt a doctor put pressure on my stomach and another one opening my legs to clean the blood. I feel the cold stick green gel on my stomach and tool roll over my stomach. I also felt a needle being injected into my arm.

"Can you see the baby?!" I hear a doctor.

"There is a lot of blood? Why is that?!" I hear Ethan's voice.

"We need you to leave sir!" I hear so many voices but see nothing

"Her eyes aren't opening do something!" Ethan's voice fainted as he was being pushed away.

I felt the sweat drip from my forehead as the room became hot. I can still feel pressure on my stomach.

"Honey can you hear me?" I felt a cold rag on my forehead.

I force myself to open my eyes revealing a older African American nurse. Her hair black hair was pulled into a ponytail and only a few age spots showed.

"The baby?" my throat felt tight and dry.

"We are looking at it honey." she stroked my sweety hair.

"Please stay." I close my eyes feeling tired

"I won't leave you." I hear her soothing voice.

"Okay we found the baby." I hear a doctor.

"Is it Okay?" my throat was still dry

I couldn't hear the answer because my vision went blurry as I tried to open my eyes and my hearing stopped as I blacked out.

*Flash Back*

"Shawn Shawn!" my little voice ringed through the small house.

I was looking for my 8 year old brother. He took my kindle while I was playing it.

"Come and get it!" I heard his voice around the corner

As I turned around the corner I ran into my mother who was 2 months pregnant. I head went straight into her stomach casing her to scream out in pain.

Daddy had to take her to the hospital because she started bleeding. Mommy lost the baby that we found out was a baby boy. It was all my fault...all my fault

*Flash Back over*

I shot up in cold sweat as I remeber the flash back I just had. I heard beeping on a machine as my heart begins to race.

"Your awake." I hear the African American nurse walk in.

"Yeah. Yeah I am." I kick the hospital blanket off of me.

"How you feeling?" she handed me a cup of water.

"I'm fine. How is the baby what happened?" I was confused.

"Has any body in your family has had cancer?" she sat by me.

"My great grandfather." I though hard. "I don't care though how is my baby."

"It's fine, but I'm afraid.." she paused

"Afraid of?"

"You have cancer."

My heart stopped. Like cancer. Like lost my hair cancer. Dieing cancer

"C-cancer?" I was shocked

"You can't do treatment.. It will harm your unborn child." her lips quiver. "I'm sorry."

"Where's Grayson?" I felt burning tears.

"The three boys know. We called your emergency contact Shawn Mendes too."

The nurse left me alone holding my stomach. Its stomach cancer. It has to be. I suck in a sharp breath. I can fight this. With or without treatment.

"Kelly." I hear a knock on the door.

Three boys same in and it was the twins and Alex. They all had stain cheeks from crying. Grayson looked the worse.

"Guys.." I chocked

I started to cry as they made there way over to me. The all put there arms around me.

"I'm gonna die aren't I?"

"No your not. Your gonna beat this the treatment will help." Ethan assured me.

"We can't do the treatment. It will hurt the baby.." my voice shakes.

After I said that Grayson stood up and walked out of the room.

"I'll go check on him." Alex says and walks out behind Grayson.

"Ethan.." I start to talk "If I die be the mommy." I let more tears slip

"I'm not gonna be the mommy. You will." He smiles before kissing my forehead.

So sad! Anyways the book title, summery and the cover will be changing <3