Shane's PoV
I've never really managed to come into terms with how I've actually felt before, I managed to push away my feelings towards things but now that I've found Joey and I can call him mine, my feelings are unbearable, but real I'm just not so sure that Joey feels the same, everything is just so confusing right now and I don't really know what to do about it.Shane: Joey? Can we talk about something? It's been bugging me for time
Joey: of course you can Shane, you know that I'm always here for you no matter what you need, I'm not leaving you, ever.
Shane: well I've been wondering if you have this feeling...
Joey: what feeling is that then Shaney?
Shane: well I've been getting this tingly feeling whenever I smell your Lacoste spray and when I see your perfection staring at me. Just all of you makes me feel something at I've never really felt before, like you make me want to live, you make me want to wake up in the morning and get ready. You make me feel like the happiest person in the world and I'm scared that you will never feel the same about me. I've had my heart broken so many times but now this is real and I don't know how to feel. I'm just so confused.
Joey: Shane, I've told you before so I'm going to tell you again. I get that it's hard for you babe, you make me feel like the only lucky person in the world and I know that sometimes it's going to be rough but I want you and only you. Even when you're wrinkly or suffering; I want you. I get that you're struggling too but you make everything seem right in this world and I can't thank you enough. Even when you're just near me, you make me feel like I'm the best that I can be and you make me so happy when I can just lay here and pour my heart out to you. I want you forever and I don't care what people say when they find out, they just don't get true love. And yes Shane, I get that tingly feeling too; it overpowers me until you're the only person that I see and I have no problem with that because you're all I need to be happy. We're going to be together forever, yeah?
Shane: that's all I want. Us forever.
Joey: forever
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FanfictionA story about two teenage boys that are gay... And maybe even in love (shoey)