DaithiDeNogla - Here Comes a Thought

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I sat at the kitchen table and watched David.

'Take a moment to think of just, flexibility, love and trust'

I sat there and thought about David and I's relationship. How David and I have little talk and how our thoughts seemed to be the same but still not connecting us together. How we're slowly losing touch. How we were so happy in the beginning. Are we holding each other back?

"Are you okay?" David asked. I shook back into reality. I nodded.

"Yeah just had a thought that came into my head." I answered. I began to play with the mat on the table. I slowly closed my eyes and slowly opened them.

I was somewhere different. The floor was watery and mirror like. Everything was blue. I looked around and saw David far away. I grew confused and started walking towards David, only to realize that he's getting farther and farther with each step I took. I reached out for him but was unsuccessful. I bent down and held my stomach.

I opened my eyes and saw that I was bent down in the middle of the kitchen floor. I looked around and saw a startled David.

"Y/n? What.. What's wrong seriously.." I shook my head. There was a knock on the door. David and I frozen in our spots. The door opened and they came in.

"Jon?"

"What are you doing y/n?" Jonathan asked as I stood up straight. I shook my head. Jonathan sat at the kitchen table. "Do you guys just act like we don't know? Cause we all know what's going on with you guys..." David and I glanced at each other. "Come ere, sit down with me." David and I took a seat across from Jonathan. Jonathan closed his eyes. So David and I followed along and closed our eyes.

I opened my eyes and was in complete darkness. I saw a light in the distance. I walked closer and saw that it was David and I. David was trying to stop me from packing my clothes into a bag. Tears were streaming down my eyes and I was out the door. My heart shattered when I saw David break down in the middle of the living room. I was going to comfort him until I was stopped by a barrier. I began banging on the clear wall.

"David! I'm so sorry! I'm here!"

"Y/n!" I opened my eyes and saw that I was still at the table with David and Jonathan. My hands were tangled in my hair.

"What's going on!" I cried as I bent down and planted my face on the table.

"Take a moment to find yourself y/n." I took deep breaths.

I sat up and was back in the blue mirror like room. I looked down at myself and saw someone else... But upside down. I looked up and saw David on the ceiling.. Or am I on the ceiling?

"David?" I called trying to reach out to him. He looked up and smiled. He raised his arm and our fingers traced each others. I tiptoed and so did David. Both our arms extended out, we grabbed each other's hands. Suddenly gravity pulled me back making us let go of each other and I was sucked into darkness.

"David!" I shot back up and saw David beside me.

"Y/n seriously tell me what's wrong." David muttered sternly. I'm so lost in my thoughts, it feels so real.

"I keep having these stupid thoughts.. I lose my sight in the real world. They confuse me.. And I see that I might lose you." David reached and put his hand on mine.

"Look I know we lost touch lately but it's okay. You can tell me these things. Why do these little things matter so much to you?" David asked. I shrugged.

"I'm just scared of so many things. It's not a healthy thought."

"Here's a thought, spend more time together.. We can wait and take it slow." Jonathan requested as I nodded.

"That would help." I added as we both looked at David.

"Alright for you." He smiled and kissed my nose.

A week later

After that little therapy session with Jonathan.. Everything seemed so much better in our lives. I walked into the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror. I washed my face and wiped my face with a towel.

Once I removed the towel from my face, I saw a bright pink room. There was white butterflies everywhere. Once they moved I saw David and I at the end of a hallway. I walked up closer and saw that it was our wedding day. Both of our faces had huge smiles and I saw that everything was back. This is it, we were both happy.

I blinked once and was back in the bathroom. I looked at myself in the mirror again and smiled. There was a knock on the bathroom door. I opened it and saw David. He immediately embraced me. I knew he saw what I saw too..

"I'm so happy to have you in my life y/n." David whispered and I hugged him back.

"Me too David.. Me too.."

It was just a bunch of silly thoughts. It was really okay all this time.

Based off my favourite song so far :')
Love the cover by NWTB

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