The Lost Lovato [[ COMPLETED ]]

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Rebecca

"See you tomorrow!" I smiled hugging Ester "bye! Be safe!" She hugged me back. I got In her moms car and she drove me to my house. "Thank you." I smiled. "No problem baby girl." I got out and closed the door. I walked to my door and slowly opened it, I saw my dad sitting on the couch. "And where the hell have you been? It's 7 at night you fucking dumbass." He spat. I immediately looked down "I was Esters we have a school project." I played with my fingers, "whatever just go to sleep. Tomorrow I want your ass home right after school. If not..well you'll find out." He smirked walking up to me and dragging his finger across my chin. My breathing picked up he walked to the kitchen and I bolted to my room and closed my door and locked it.

"WHY ME!" I screamed. I threw my backpack off my shoulders and flew across my room. I began sobbing I ran my hands through my hair I went to my nightstand which had pictures of me and my dad when he cared, pictures of me and Ester. I wiped everything on my nightstand to the floor. I felt as if my chest was going to collapse and I was going to die. "SHUT THE FUCK UP WILL YA!?" I heard dad yell slamming on my door. "SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP!" I yelled, not at him but the voices in my head.

"WHAT THE FUCK YOU SAY BRAT!" Before I could say anything my dad had busted down my door. My heart dropped i came back to reality. He ran to me and grabbed my neck and picked me up. "What...the fuck....you say to me?" He spat with out faces inches apart. I stayed silent "I SAID WHAT DID YOU SAY TO ME!" He yelled even louder jerking me around. "Since you ain't gonna speak, and trash your room I have so gracefully givin you, and throw shit around. Your getting punished." He spat, and with that he threw me into the wall, sending pain through out my body his fist strangling my throat. "Please! Stop!" I sobbed. "Too late for that sweetheart" he smirked.

"Now be good for daddy and bend over. If not you won't see tomorrow." He whispered in my ear. I began sobbing and wishing he would kill me.

The rest of that night was a blur that was the second time my dad had raped me.

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*beep* *beep* *beep*

My eyes shot open stinging from the tears, my stomach hurting so bad. Probably because I was scared or something. I stood up in and winced in pain I stretched my legs and realized I had no pants on. I began to cry again. Why me? God why me? I looked at myself in the mirror.

Disgusting
Slut
Whore

I just wanted to be with Demi, feel her arms around me, her lips on my forehead telling me "it's all going to be okay." But I had to go to school, I was violated, stolen, robbed, I don't know how I can do this. I grabbed some clothes and put them on. I grabbed my backpack and looked around my room, I grabbed my wallet phone charger, more clothes and stuffed it all in a separate bag. No way in hell am I coming back here, I will tell the authorities if he comes to me. I walked downstairs and opened the door, Demi returned my bike. "Thank you God" I prayed it was sign. I got on my bike and biked to Esters house. I knocked on her door "hey what are you doing here?" She asked.

"Can I stay a couple of nights?" I softly smiled. "Sure babe." She smiled. We walked up to her room "so what happened now?" She asked. Then I had a memory of last night, she knows about the beatings and the kiss one time. Not about the rape

I started to cry, I sank to the floor "hey hey I'm sorry. You don't have to say." She pulled me into a hug and stroked my hair. "It was so scary." I sobbed ignoring the pains in my stomach. "I know- I'm sorry baby." She comforted me. "Hey! Ester! What's the hold up!" Her mom yelled coming up stairs. She opened the door and looked at us "Rebecca are you okay?" She asked coming to the floor. "Yes I am, I'm just stressed out for the big tests." I lied. "Don't worry! Your super smart you will do amazing!" She smiled cheerfully pulling me into a hug. "T-thanks."

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All day it felt like people knew they stared at me, judged me, I just wanted to die. I had bruises all over my neck and hickeys on my neck, I think that's what there called. My eyes were blood shot I was ready to die, God take me now.

Plus this damn pain in stomach won't go away.

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The last bell rang and I bolted out of the school jumped on my bike and rode to Demi's house. I got to her house, I typed in the code the gates opened I walked through them then they closed. I knocked on her door and waited for her to answer. She opened the door "bec-ca?" Before she could finish my name I wrapped my arms around her waist, she walked backwards and the closed the door. I felt safe, I didn't cry even though I wanted to. She got down on her knees so she match my height she looked scared. "Hey, hey Rebecca, what's going on?" She asked with care. Like she really did, really cared.

"I uh, got lost and felt like someone was following me. I got scared." I lied, I put my hands on her shoulders and we pulled apart from the hug. "Your safe now. Sweetheart I won't let anyone hurt you." She smiled pulling me into a hug

If only that was true. If only.

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