Not Just a Fan (Discontinued)

Chapter 10 - Thoughts

Callie's POV

"I love you," he whispered in my ear and left.

I looked after him, shocked and with my mouth opened, until he disappeared between all the people.
Everything was kinda hectic in this place and there were so many people around me carrying suitcases, buying things and walking to their terminal. My brain was a mess.

What the hell did he just said? What?!
"I love you"
He loves me?!? Like why did he say that? That was so weird. Why did he say that right in the moment when he had to leave? Did he plan it? I'm scared. Was he serious? He does love me? Really? What if these words just ruined our friendship. Do I love him too? To be honest I kinda do have a crush but... He was the one who said he wants to be just friends!!! And now this! I don't even know what to think about it now. Ugh. Boys are so complicated...
I should go out of here.

I shook my head and decided to leave after standing shocked at the same place for like 10 minutes. I took a taxi to my home. Work started for me at 12am today, so I still got enough time to shower and change my clothes after I slept last night at Charlie's house.
I wish I could talk to Linda but it was night time in Australia so I had to wait until I would be done with work.
I took off my old clothes and went into the shower. The hot water cascaded down my body and it helped me to relax.

Charlie said he loves me. We were at the airport, he was about to leave and then he just whispered that in my ear like it's the most normal thing in the world. I could feel his breath on my ear.
Oh my gosh I miss his deep voice already... And his eyes! His beautiful, green eyes. Whenever I looked into his eyes it was like I could look inside his wonderful soul.
I can't believe that I'm not gonna see him for so long. I'll miss him so much. I'll miss our fun evenings we had together. I'll miss his hugs. His hugs were the best. It always felt so good when he gave me a hug. Ugh, I love him so much...

I caught myself thinking these words and I actually had never wanted to think about it again. Since he kissed me, there was this one part in my brain that was totally in love, but I always tried to force myself. He's such a good friend and he said so many times that he can't really have a girlfriend. A handsome man like Charlie could have any girl. Who am I?
His friend, yeah.
I can be lucky that I'm his friend. Actually one of his best friends. I don't know why, but Charlie seems like he often ruins his friendships with girls. He kissed Meghan Trainor and Selena Gomez, apparently by "accident". They were his friends and after that, it seemed so awkward between them. Charlie didn't tell me much about it, but he said relations between celebrities are very complicated. Well I believe him.

I got out off the shower and put on my clothes for work. Maybe I could stop thinking about Charlie when I decorate the cakes.

I opened up Twitter on my phone because I kinda have a little addiction. Then I saw the tweets.

Charlie Puth:
I miss u

Charlie Puth:
love me

Charlie Puth:
I need a girlfriend

Was he talking about me?...
Ugh I really needed to stop thinking about this.

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Hey guys I'm back with this new chapter. I'm so sorry that I haven't updated in a few weeks but I didn't have much time to write. I love every single one of you who is still reading this and supports me with votes or comments! Thank you so much!
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