My possesive ex-boyfriend.

Chapter six - i like you..

~Kirsty~

Jakes wrong for me. hes not my type we're completely different

Its impossible? a few days ago i was dreading staying here, but now i dont wanna go home..

this so can't be happening.

Then jake woke up..

Then there was a long silence, jeez can it get more awkward?

''Kirsty, i really like you.'' jake annouced.

I like you too..

No i cant he deserves better than me.

''Aw, but jake the truth is im no good for you, just save yourself for someone decent, you deserve much better.'' i sighed.

''Kirsty when are you gonna stop messing with my feelings?'' He asked me.

Uh now i feel even more guilty thanks..

''Do you want me to be honest?" jake because its alot to take in' i sighed,

"Yeah i want you to be honest." jake huffed.

"Two years ago when i was in the shower, i fell over and hit my head, whilst i was unconscious, my dad he.. took advantage of me. i was 15. then i met dean his uncle was a cop, he helped me. but then he treated me like this and even though i act like im over it im not because it actually hurt alot and i dont want this to happen with us i dont want me or you to be broken. because i.. love you so much jake i always have and i cant resist you and thats what worries me."

''This is well.. er look kirsty i understand you have problems, you have a past so does everyone else and im not gonna judge you, because no matter what you'll always be perfect to me.''

Then we ended up kissing one another..

I cant do this, i keep repeating this, i dont deserve him.

"Jake this has to stop.. we .. I cant do this.'' i sighed.

"Why? i want to be with you."

''I want to be with you to, but i cant have you.''

''What the fuck are you going on about?''

''Dont make this any harder for me.'' i blurted.

''Kirsty i really dont understand you.'' jake told me.

''This has to stop, i wont be able to stop arguing with you like about us being together.'' i confessed,

''Good.''.

''No its not good! you deserve better but i suppose your not gonna give up so.. just.. maybe tonight if you still want me we can work stuff out?'' i smiled.?

"Yeah okay."

"Alright." i replied, and then i went to walk out the front door.

''Where are you going?'' jake asked me,

''Er.. to the shops.'' i replied.

''Okay ill come with you.'' he told me,

''Im capable of going by myself.'' i growled.

''I know you are, but you never know.'' Jake told me.

''No im meeting chloe up the shop so ill be fine.'' i reassured him.

''Wheres my kiss?'' he laughed, then i rolled my eyes and walked out the door.

**

''Hey.'' chloe greeted me,