My possesive ex-boyfriend.

Chapter five - its always my fault?

I couldnt get too sleep, jake completely ignored me the whole night.

Thats it, im gonna go sleep on the sofa, i can't bare this any longer.

I woke up at 6:30, i guess its time to get ready for school.

I opened the bedroom door, jake just looked at me then looked away, and tried to pretend that he hadnt seen me.

I better just get dressed in the bathroom.

''Kirsty how longer are you gonna be i need to get in the bathroom?'' jake growled.

''So now you talk to me.'' i told him,

''Fuck sake, let me in i dont cAre.'' he snapped.

So i let him in,

''Wasnt hard.'' he moaned,

I just rolled my eyes in fustration.

hes being an absolute twat.

''Kirsty stop watching me.'' jake moaned,

he wishes

''Im not for fuck sake.'' i snapped.

I quickly put my leggins on to get away from him.

''By the way you look cute in that.'' he laughed,

I bit my lip, as i couldnt think of something to say back.

''What did i tell you about that kirsty? now you have to do something for me.'' jake explained.

''What do i have to do?''

''Apologise for using me.''

'' I didnt use you what the fuck?'' i raised my voice.

''You pretended you loved me, then you just dropped me like you didn't care.'' he explained.

''I didnt, jake i liked, no wait i still do like you.'' i sighed.

''Yeah well you blew your chance.'' jake told me.

Okay the hurt alot, i couldnt face him any longer.

I grabbed my bag and slammed the door on jake i seriously cant stay with him for the rest of the night.

School was shit, uh i just wanna go home.

''How was school?'' jake laughed,

''Whatever issue you have against me just fucking drop it." i shouted at him.

"Woah woah woah chill love its me your boyfriend." he sarcasticly replied.

"Right ive just had enough of your pathetic games, if you miss me say, if you hate me say it, if you just wanna be friends tell me." i snapped.

"Does it really matter about what i want? because your too much of a selfish stuck up bitch to realise anything about what i want me me me every fucking thing is about you." jake roared.

''You know what just forget it, maybe i wanted us to get back together, but its too late for that now, bye dickhead.'' i shouted at him.

I guess i have a bad taste in guys nothing ever lasts for me, i just wanna get as far away from here as possible.

Does jake want me back?

Is that why hes treating me like this, im really curious to find out.

I went in to the bedroom jake was laid on the double bed, confession time: he looks kinda cute.. no i can't.

I go and sit at the end of the bed,

''Ugh its you.'' jake moaned,

''Shutup.'' i replied.

''Its my room.'' he smirked,

''Dont start." i growled.

''Well well Kirsty Robinson's pissed off? maybe i should give her a taste of her own medicine.'' jake teased me.

I didnt say anything to that, jakes being a complete cunt at the moment.

''oh so now your ignoring me aw how pathetic.'' jake added.

''just fuck off.'' I told him,

''aw someones upset? I could cheer you up but what will I get in return?'' he asked me.

''I dont know."

''kirsty ive wanted to do this since we split up." jake told me.

then his lips came smashing on to mine, for some reason I didnt reject him?

Then i broke it off.

''Jake you cant just treat me like a piece of shit then expect me to be fine with it." i sighed.

''Kirsty, i wanted you back thats why i done it."

''Well i need time to think.''

''Think about what?"

''Well your not exactly what im looking for." i sighed,

''Oh just because im different?'' jake raised his voice.

''Yeah its obviously that, well i dont have time for this.''

''Well if you stop this we can be together, and stay together." jake smiled.

i dont want to.

''Urm im gonna go meet up with chloe, sam and elisha.'' i blurted.

''What about becky?''

why is he even asking me about her?

"shes a skank."

Then i went in to town, and met my friends outside the mall.

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later

jakes pov

"i back." Kirsty came in through the front door.

''have you been smoking?"

she hesitated and bit her lip,

"no of course not." she smiled.

why does she do that?

she has no idea.

''your lying." I told her,

''how'd you know that then?'' she questioned me.

''because you hesitated before you answered, and you bit your lip, you know what that means." I explained.

"what do I have to do?" she rolled her eyes in frustration.

"have an early night with me.'' I smiled,

''how bad can it be.'' she groaned and walked in to the bedroom.

''Your so-" she began

''-hot."

vein, superfical.

"Jake can we just stop this. Stop being together. i can't do it im sorry. Look ill only ever get you in trouble.. I dont deserve this I dont deserve you."

''dont be so hard on yourself, your perfect.'' I told her.

''but im not Jake thats what you have to understand.''

then she moved to the otherend of the bed.

I had a really weird dream about me and kirsty, i guess id have to tell her about that to.

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sorry I havent updated ive been busy, so urm yeah

sorry about the sexual content and swearing..

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