My possesive ex-boyfriend.

chapter twenty three - the meet up,

kirstys pov,

i woke up the next day, next too Aiden.

the first thoughts which spring to mind:

dirty, slut, slag, whore, skank.

i can't face waking up next to him, it'd be awkward as hell, not to mention the atmosphere..

im disgusting, i have to leave now.

i picked up my phone, and got dressed as quick as possible, then walked out of chloes flat..

that was a little close kirsty.

i really don't know what came over me last night, i totally was not my usual self..

i hope the word about this doesn't get around the school, because then it'll definantly prove in a slag, who sleeps with someone they don't even know? the big risk i took, and i can't let it happen again.

i went on my phone, i had a new message, it's probably from dean, because we're meeting up to 'talk' today, but i have tones of questions to ask him.

it was a unknown contact hm,

you were really good last night.. like you had a point to prove or something. it's a shame you didn't stay there were plenty of other things i wanted to do you. ;)

aiden.

me: who is this? ;/

him: haha you can't remember, i should've scared you from last night, the way i done you ;p

boys are so gross and have to go in to detail about everything.

me: Aiden. im used to it so you haven't scared me. and i want you to know, last night was a mistake a big mistake, i don't even know what came over myself but you need to get over it and move on.

Aiden: your so blunt via text, why don't you come back to chloes flat and we can talk there.. and how could i forget that pretty face of yours, and the perfect body, your a very attractive girl.

i did actually consider going back to chloe's but then i remembered the way he touched me, and what came over me, and well i guess i can't have a repeat of that can i?

me: im a pretty blunt person, and i'd rather not i have stuff to do today rather than fucking about, why don't you call one of your other little whores around, because i bet im not the only person your sleeping with, and don't even try giving me flattery, its not gonna work.

Aiden: oooo someones shitty? and you weren't blunt last night, i can recap every phrase you said last night if you want me to, look we need to talk.

me: we? there is no we. and just get over it ok, i needed to sleeping with someone and you were there, and don't try the guilt trip, because you were probably playing me too.

Aiden: hm, well i was, but then i realised how pretty you really were and i uh fell for you.

bullshit.

then my phone started ringing; dean.

"yeah?",

"not a hello, or a proper greeting, sounds just like you." he laughed,

"what do you want?" I rolled my eyes,

"im at starbucks." he murmured,

"right, i'll be there in a minute." i replied, then hung up.

i don't know if this is a good idea meeting up with dean, because he's probably going to be the same as usual, trying to get back with me.

i walked into starbucks,

there was a blonde girl sat on deans lap, kissing him.

really, i thought he prefered brunettes?

the girl went behind the counter,

oh so she works here, oooo.

"so who's she? don't tell me you've finally found yourself a girlfriend?" i mocked him,

"shutup kirsty, don't tell me your jealous you saw all the pain and anger which was created over you being a tart, so i've moved on." he shrugged,

"so you'll leave me alone when it comes to relationships with other guy-" i began,

"-i don't know your something special, which can't belong to anyone else." he frowned.

"wait so your telling me you've moved on, but your gonna continue to ruin my relationships, wait why? your happy with your blondey over there." i pointed out.

"because." he muttered,

what a great excuse.

if im honest i don't need this, why did i even come?

im going home.

home, i have no home.

i've finally gotten a job at subway (part time) yet i still have to save up for a deposit.

"kirsty where are you going?" dean asked me whilst putting his hands on my waist and pulling me back,

i cringed, i don't want him touching me.

"Won't blondey over there get jealous? and please get your hands off me." i told him,

"i'll ask you again," he breathed against my neck.

"where are you going?"

"home." i rolled my eyes,

he's such an ass, he's: stubborn, aggoragant, possessive and more.

"home? i thought you hated it there, and well your not exactly wanted are you? but on the other hand you could come to mine, and i could put you up until you have enough money for your flat deposit." he shrugged.

this is all to good to be true...

he knows so much about my current life, he must stalk me or something..?

"thanks for the other dean, but i need to try and sort stuff out with my parens." i lied,

"so i'll give you a lift." he mumbed.

"i have a return ticket, so bye?" i quickly replied, and got out of the shop.

meeting up with dean was stupid and pointless, yet i still had all my questions unanswered.

where am i going to go now?

it looks like im going to be single, forever and will just be having flings/sleeping with the guys i like, until dean gets out of my life, which i don't think will be anytime soon...

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a/n

sorry guys, this is one of the worst updates ever, and i havent updated, i don't want to make excuses but the actual reason i haven't been updating is because i've had heaps of homework this week, and i havent found anytime, and i also need an editor because i tend to miss words out or make spelling/gramma mistakes, alot.

im not promising when im going to update anymore, because i can't always find the time and i don't want to make promises i can't stick to, so um yeah.

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