My possesive ex-boyfriend.

chapter twenty nine - NO!!

kirstys pov,

his fierce grey eyes, didn't once move from the road...

Then we stopped at a railway crossing..

"dean."

he didn't once look towards me.

im going to have to get his attention somehow, and i think i know how.

i unbuckled my seat belt, and sat on his lap.

"Kirsty what are you-" he was interupted by my lips, he instantly kissed me back.

why  am i doing this?

do i seriously want to go through all this 'dean' stuff again?

no.

On top of all that, i had missed dean alot, and none of the relationships i've had since him have compared to what we had.

i finally broke the kiss off.

"now i have your attention-"

"- kirsty you do not know how long i've waited for you to do that." he claimed.

do i not?

"drive dean, but this needs to be discussed."

he drove over the train, tracks and then pulled over at the closest place..

"kirsty, im saving you okay? i know i've been a possessive jerk towards you the last few months, because all the guys you've been with just havent been good enough for you."

"but dean, i really loved nick, we had something special and you ruined it."

"please don't get me started on that kirsty, it makes me sound like a self centered jerk."

"ok fine, how am i in danger?" i bit my lip,

"a guy.. like me wants you, but is not giving you a choice and is forcing you to be with him litteraly the way i never did, and i can't see you be hurt like that, not again."

he really does care.

all this time i've been so stupid to see it, dean only done it because he cares.

i take it he's going on about aiden, i was dreading speaking about this subject again, especially to dean, i knew that he would just rage with anger and probably kill Aiden.

"i need to get some air. You coming?"

he nodded.

i got out of the car, and causually sat on the pavement, swag.

"kirsty i just want to say, that i love you, and i always will, you don't have to love me back, and honestly you have my blessing to be with who you like from now on as long as your happy and their a decent guy, because i'd rather see you happy with someone else, than be unhappy with me. Because your happiness will always be my world."

that is so cute.

i don't know what to say in return.

there was an  awkward silence between the two of us.

out of the blue, dean come over to me, and picked me up, his lips met mine, no one rejected each other, it was almost perfect.

it has made me realise how much i've actuallyy missed dean, and all this time i've been being a selfish cow towards hiim, he was patience with me, especially to put up with all the shit i gave him.

i heard footsteps.

"oh no."

"what is it dean?"