Crash Your Party ( Harry Styles love story)

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....But that was then.

*Present* 

Sitting home on a boring summer's day. Windows' wide open, music playing. Today I wasn't in the best mood, I was missing someone who I've missed for the past 3 years. Since my best friend moved away its been hard. He always reminded me that he would promise to keep in touch with me but so far these past 2 months, I've only gotten on text from him and it just said: Missing you, wish you were here but I'll be coming back home to visit in the next week or something. 

But, that was 2 months ago. I understand he's famous now and that's he got a busy schedule but he could at least text me saying why he couldn't come home to at least say Hi. I miss him like crazy. I miss what he used to have when we were kids. 

Things since then have changed a lot. Dramatically. The last time he was over here which was maybe early last year and he was still single, which I liked because I liked him practically all my life but when we were little, it was just a little kid crush like friendship love. Nothing serious of course. But since then I'm not so sure since he's in such a successful band, which I happen to like alot. 

I'm listening to their recent album, Midnight Memories. I have their song You & I on repeat because for some reason because when I close my eyes I'm getting flash backs on our childhood and all the good times we used to have. Letting the music play through my ears, letting the words speak to me. 

Then with the 10th time of listening to it, I've finally had enough. I grabbed the remote and pressed pause. "I can't do this!!!" I yelled. Tears gathered up in my eyes. "I miss what we used to have, Harry!" I sobbed, talking aloud. "It's so hard when you're so far away. You seem so close, " I look at my poster of Harry and reach out to touch it, letting the tears fall ",but I can never seem to reach you." 

Just then my phone rings, I sit up and looked at the screen. Harry has called me. "Why didn't you call, 2 months ago, when all of this wasn't such a big deal!" I yelled threw a pillow at the wall. The ringing stopped and it was silent again. I brought my hands to my face and covered it. Thank god, mom's not home right now. I wouldn't want to have her see me in this emotional breakdown. I cried more as the old thoughts kept replaying in my head. 

My phone started ringing again, I slammed pounded my fists on both sides of me, knowing he won't leave me alone unless I answer him. I grabbed my phone and touched 'call'

"Hey Sierra! Thought you never would pick up!" His angelic voice vibrated through my phone. 

This was honestly so hard. Just hearing him, makes me cry harder. I tried to cover it up as much as I could. "Oh. Hi Harry." I said. 

"Sierra? You ok? You sound like you've been crying? Is something wrong?" Harry asked. Why is he always so good a knowing if something wrong? 

"I'm just in a lot of emotional stress right now. It's no big deal Harry." I said, rubbing my eyes. 

"Alrighty then. I'm just gonna let you know that I'm gonna be in town for the next couple weeks with the lads. I'm gonna bring them over for you to meet them and maybe catch up on what I missed from the last year." Harry said. 

"Really, you are? You're comin home!" I asked happily. 

"Surprise! I'll be probably at your place by 1 in the afternoon, alright?" Harry told me. 

I was thrilled to hear that he was coming home for a little while. Also bringing home his bandmates, thats so cool! Also maybe I can get him alone to tell him how I feel, if he doesn't beat me to it. Ahh! Tomorrow is gonna be a good day! 

By the time it was night time, I had been up till 10 because I had watched a movie with my friends, Molly and Corey. They left already, so I'm now in my bed trying to go to sleep but I couldn't get the thought that my best friend was coming home!