Rebirth: Mentality

speachless

(Alex pov) my throat scorched it felt as if I was consuming a hot cast iron the doctor said I couldn't speak for two weeks. I thought to myself two weeks of more pain two weeks of horror. Me and aspen walked out of the bed room but he kept on apologizing for the accident. I kinda started to trust him , derek told me not to trust vampires he says that can easily lie . We walked down the stairs casually as derek and aria were kissing the corner it ate at my soul how he didnt care back in that moment that he had a chance to help me right in that second  aspen was about to suck the life out of me but he choose not to save me  the feeling that someone you love is in love with someone else and seeing them together was the worst heart break. As I walked down with the weird patch  on my neck aria looked at me with a horrid look derek looked lifeless no emotion staring off into space like as if I didn't even exist. Aspen and Brett came up to me as I was half way down the stairs. And the  bite was still healing it was so painful and I think that's why aspen slept with me so he could watch me and make sure I was all right. Every time I had moved it pulled they stitched it up which hurts even worst then i expected I had hoped it would heal fast but It didnt. I got to the bottom of the stairs  and headed to the kitchen I ate a bagle with strawberry creme cheese and cherry juicy juice. I sat  there quietly it stinks for a werewolf to be stuck in your on mind you get feeling you dont want, like hatred, agony, sadness even depression.
" Alex you ready to go to school. " aspen  said  I just stared silently at the weird chief painting on the wall next to the Shelf  with all the knifes in it. 
" ohh yea you can't speak I'm so sorry about that still I had no idea what I was doing it was like I was in a trance. " Said aspen "Hey alex I got you a white board to write on to talk. " Said Brett  I wish I could speak I took a bite out of my bagel and it hurt so bad yet it was so good. I grabbed to board and wrote thank you for the white board. " your welcome. " Said Brett " well looked at the trash eating trash. " Said aria I sat silent for a minute and wrote on the board whore,whore
,stupid whore wrapper her up in a store, all she will buy is your apple core. " that's not funny. "  She said " "yes it is it hilarious cause its true if don't get it ohh well your dumb. " Said Brett " lol good one alex yea. "  Said ade I wrote on the board let's go to school are new classes await. It was a new school year new students and teachers we all took home school those three months.  we all lefted ade and Brett in Brett's truck and Derek and aria in Dereks truck. Me and aspen on his black and red suzkie motor bike. I barley could wear the helmet it hurt my bandage but I had to wear it I could get hurt even worse.
The worse thing is that they let aria stay around I told Brett not to tell derek anything and my mom  disappeared and my mom lefted Brett's aunt to check on us every now and then. That's the weird thing why leave now.  I asked ashely and she said my mom went  to California for work.