Rebirth: Mentality

to much blood to handle

Alex pov ) oh the blood the sweet smell haunted my noes it tried to trick me into killing my friend. But I know what I had to do find a vain and suck out the venom that's all. I preshed my two fingers on his four arm to find a thick vain strong enough to with hold my fangs the vain that would heal the fastest. " I found one " I said " alright know control your thirst cause you could kill him." She said  " yes I know I couldn't kill derek he was gone it would be like life with out emotions or color." I said then she gave me this look like it was a look of an omg moment. My heart beat fastened my eyes flared and sense highten,  teeth sharpened. I was ready then I let my sense over Come me I looked up letting the extra fangs come in then I stuck them strict into his arm he screamed in pain his breath quickend and deepend he looked like he was having a seizure. " alex you got the venom now you have to stop." She said a few seconds went by I was trying to stop and quinch my thirst but it was to much after all this is my first time drinking blood from a vein. I ripped my fangs out like ripping out an ivy blood rushed out and Derek kept pushing up his body.like his heart was about to burst I took his pain then his stopped. He was calm for a bit then ade signaled me to go our side with her. " he should be fine now that all the venom is out all he needs is rest and we need to look over him ." She said " ill check on him in an hour get some rest." I said I looked out my window I looked at the red Cresent moon in a couple of days she might actually win. The rain crepted  apon the night and it started to storm I listened to all the sounds of the night then derek coughed I looked over at him he was sweating very bad I looked at his steamy abs. He hoped up like he was having a bad dream then he jumped to my sight. " are you okay."I asked "yeah you scared me." He said he started to rip of his bandeges "derek u haven't healed yet." I said then I saw he healed in 2 seconds but the only thing that hasn't healed was the bite I wondered if it would leave a scar.