just desserts : ryden

two.

"Babe!"

Ryan sighs to himself before setting his book down and getting up to see what his boyfriend, Pete wanted 

"What do you want?" Ryan sighs entering the living room

Pete gets up and grabs Ryans cheek mumbling "Literally the only thing youre good for is being pretty"

Ryan looks away as this happens, it could be worse. It could always be worse, that's what he reminded himself with. People had it worse out there.

"Hey, hey you know I love you right?" Pete says softly, small smile on his face. Abusers guilt was always a lovely thing

Ryan lightly nods but Pete says loudly "When I ask you a question I expect an answer, Ryan"

"Yes, I do know you love me" Ryan replies almost sarcastic, but he keeps up his vulnerable act for Pete.

"Do you love me back?" Pete asks gripping his cheek a little harsher. Ryan was going to have to cover that up with makeup tomorrow.

If Ryan answered more honestly he'd say a very loud "No!" but instead he says "Yes, I love you"

Being polite and somewhat dishonest always worked good in this relationship 

But good wasn't great. Ryan would much rather being dating someone who actually treated him well.

"God, you're so beautiful" Pete says with a smirk, tracing his fingers over Ryans freckled cheekbone.

Ryan was used to the charming compliments and the rude remarks by now

It didn't mean anything to him anymore.

Ryan wants to pull away,  but he wasn't dumb

He knew he'd get punched in the face or get yelled at and he didnt want to deal with that bull shit today

"Babe, are you fucking deaf or something?"

"Uh what?" Ryan said stepping out of his fantasy world. That was always the worst part. Leaving that la-la land.

And that's when it happened, hand met skin 

Hard and painful.

Ryan fell backwards, clutching his face, tears forming in the corners of his eyes.

"Why did I choose to be with a mentally retarded person?" Pete says before grabbing his keys and leaving

To go get drunk

Ryan knew the routine by now, Pete would go get drunk, he'd come home, and forcefully have sex with him

Ryan decided to have that time to himself by grabbing his book, curling up on the couch and listen to a band. Like Trophy Eyes. Or Nothing But Thieves. 

It relaxed him

And that was one of the few things that relaxed Ryan 

im using pete wentz as ryans bf because 1. i like using pete as an asshole character and 2. one of my friends hardcore ships pete and ryan and i like making fun of her

im such a great friend.