just desserts : ryden

thirteen.

another song that really influenced this story (actually more than just desserts but i wanted to keep the marina title theme :p)

this song makes me feel really emotional everytime it comes on and the meaning is fucking beautiful

and im trash for a good red jumpsuit apparatus song :)

now on with the story:

When Ryan woke up curled next to a sleeping Brendon he was confused at first.

Then all the memories of last night flooded his head

He promised Brendon he'd break up with Pete.

And he still wanted to but, he didnt know if he could anymore

Ryan didnt want to wake Brendon up so he just laid on him, patiently, waiting for him to get up

Eventually Brendon started to stir awake and Ryan looked at him to see Brendon smiling

"How long have you been up Ry?" he asked

"Not that long" Ryan murmured

"Okay good, my friends are coming over today" Brendon said with a smile

"Alright" Ryan replied, not even paying attention

"Well, are you going to socialize?" Brendon asked jokingly

"Probably not" Ryan said quietly with the tiniest, most devious smirk ever

Brendon chuckled "Are you feeling better?"

Ryan nodded and got off Brendons lap to go get ready

He took a shower and got dressed pretty plainly in a boring grey shirt with boring skinny jeans to match.

His hair was damp and messy but it was alright.

Ryan stepped into the living room to face Brendon ready as well, doing something on his phone.

"I lied" he flat out said

"What?" Ryan said, quite taken aback

"I just want to hang out with you" Brendon exclaimed with his award winning smile

Ryan smiled back semi-nervously, he hasn't been outside since the whole thing with Pete.

"Alright, that's cool. What do you want to do?"

"Let's go to the park"

*

There Ryan and Brendon sat.

On a bench, hands sometimes brushing, watching little kids run around, parents talking to one another happily, the elderly playing chess

It was a peaceful, happy sight.

But Ryan wasn't paying attention to those sights in all honesty

He was thinking about Brendon.

"You realize you're perfect" Brendon said softly

Ryan blushed and looked down at his feet and breathed out "I'm not"

The black-haired boy smiled at him "Yeah you are"

Ryan smiled back and got up

"Where you going?"

"I'm gonna get food" he said, knowing that both of them haven't had any food that morning yet

"Good, I'm starving" Brendon said

Ryan smiled and walked towards where the food stands where.

They were behind the building that held a swimming pool, Ryan knew that, always coming here with his childhood best friend, Spencer

Ah Spencer. What a kind perfect person.

His family moved away when they were 16 leaving Ryan all alone

Then he found Pete.

The rest is history

Once he is behind the building, something doesnt feel right

His stomach is in knots and he turns to his left to find no one other than Pete and his car

He tried running, but Pete was much stronger, much faster, grabbing Ryan and covering his mouth so he cant speak.

"You're coming home with me this time, pretty thing" he whispered into his ear before hitting him in his temple

Black out.

i can completely understand why you would hate me but did you really think that it was going to be all happy n shit?

( i promise, this will have a happy ending )

-mia.