Alive back from the dead (Haylor)

Harry's letter

My dearest Taylor,
I have so much to confess. First of all I want to to know how much you mean to me.

Think of me as the moon. Taylor, you're my sun. You help me shine. Without you, I'm nothing.

There's just one thing I'm proud of myself. Making you laugh. I'm the happiest men in the universe because I witnessed moments when you were laughing and dancing around. You were happy, Sunshine, and that is enough to make me happy.

You gave meaning to my world. You make me want to wake up and get out of bed as fast as possible to look at your smile again...your eyes...those beautiful blue eyes. To kiss those full lips of yours and to make you moan my name.

With all that being said, I'm dark. When I'm not with you, I'm a piece of shit. Taylor I need to confess because I can't look at myself anymore.

I'm a liar, baby. I lied about drugs. I used to do drugs before we met and continue doing it to this day.

I'm a cheater, Angel. I cheated on you when I was high. I feel terribly sorry about it but I've came to realize that you deserve to know.

I'm proud of myself for telling you before you figured it out yourself but I want you to know that none of those girls mean shit to me.

I wish I could've changed for you, Princess, but love wasn't enough for me to become stronger.

I need you to know that I love you with all of my heart and now that I came clean and aren't considered a liar anymore, I want to make a promise to you. I swear this is 100% honest.

I promise you, my babygirl that while I'm rotting in hell or wherever the fuck pathetic bastards end up, I'll think of you and smile. Smile at the women that I love and will love until my last breath.

I, the little fucker who broke a beautiful's girl heart, solemnly swear that if I'm ever worth your company... I'll come around and hopefully meet your great husband and beautiful children.

I truly hope you find a man that is worth your time and love. I hope you give birth to many beautiful babies because the world deserves little perfections running around.

Before I end this letter I want you to make a promise. Not to me. I deserve nothing from you. I need you to promise yourself not to cry or break for me because I'm a fuck up. I don't deserve your tears. I also want you to look at the stars and remember what I told you about my love that night. I mean it.

I hope you move on from our relationship and continue to be a ray of sunshine but I also hope you don't regret anything.

Please Taylor please be all right and keep looking for the right guy because I guarantee you I'm not the one.

Taylor Alison Swift, I love you so so so SO much. Don't worry about me, I'll be fine. ~Harry.

xxxxxx
I know it seems like it's super sad now but this is not the ending and it won't have a sad one.

Chapter dedicated to @haylorswiftioner for supporting this book❤️ ily