Alive back from the dead (Haylor)

Chapter 16

1 year later
Taylor's POV
That was the last time I spoke with him. He didn't call and neither did I. He confused me. In the letter he told me not to wait but when he spoke with me on the phone he seemed desperate for me to wait.

I won't wait for him. If I'm ready to date and find a decent guy, I'll go ahead and date. I can't spend the rest of my life waiting for him. I don't even know if he's ever coming back.

That doesn't mean I forgot him. My heart just refuses to let him go. I feel like the only way to let him go is to replace him. The problem is that it's not that easy. If I date a guy I don't have feeling for, it will just make me miss Harry even more.

He made me happy and crazy. He was my happiness and sadness. I cared about him. I am in love with him.

His green eyes are my favorite color, his scent is my favorite smell. I don't care how many times he breaks my heart, I'll still take him back. I want him, I need him.

I miss his arms around me, I miss sleeping on his chest, cuddling with him, his romantic speeches, our fights, our debates. I just miss him SO much.

I gave all I had to him. I didin't care if our relationship wouldn't last forever. He was my everything and that's all that mattered. I lost my virginity to him but it wasn't just sex, it was love. The type of love that consumes you in the best way, the type of love that is not perfect but you wouldn't change a single thing about it.

My relationship with him wasn't perfect. He wasn't perfect, but he was enough to make Taylor Swift, a 17 year old girl who hated herself, feel confident and loved. He was enough to make me happy. That's all that mattered. All the mistakes, lies, heartbreaks, laughs, kisses... Sure, I wish the ending could've been happier...but I wouldn't take anything back. I like to think that everything happened for a reason. I hope his reason was worth it.

xxxxx
One year later :) I wonder where Harry is ;p

Next chapter coming really soon❤️