*Hoseok's POV*
I couldn't even see straight from the tears that were threatening to stain my eyes. "This isn't right," I relayed to Yoongi-hyung beside me. "I know Hoseok, I know, but...but this is happening." "No. Just no. This should be me. Not him. Laying there. Motionless...." "Stop talking!" Yoongi barked at me, and at any other time I would have flinched but right now I could care less. "Do you not understand that we are at the funeral of our friend?! Never again will we see his smile! Never again will we hear his voice! Never again will he be there to comfort us or us him! This is beyond messed up!" "Don't you think I know that straw for brains?! I swear to God, if you don't shut up, I will hurt you." "Go ahead you asshole, but that won't deter us from the fact that a part of us is missing, so if it will make you feel better to hit me, go ahead! Sock me! It won't make you feel anymore better. It won't fix anything!" "Hobi-hyung is right...." Jungkook squeaked from behind in the corner. I turned back to look at Jungkook. I know this couldn't have been easy on him and me overreacting probably wasn't helping matters but I'm hurt okay?! "Look I know you are hurting. So am I, so is everyone else who is left, but whatever stick up your ass you woke up with, please remove it. This is not about you right now, this is about him. This is about trying to heal what is left of us. And if you can't see that, then you are even more so of an idiot than I thought!" "I-I-I can't believe you! At a time like this...I can't believe you!" "Hyungs please don't fight please, I'm begging you!" "You're scaring him with your bullshit antics Hobi, quit." "You judgmental swagless grandpa—" "You do not talk to those older than you like this." "You don't deserve my respect right now!" Yoongi and I glared at each other. Sometimes just sometimes he is unbearable. Yoongi snared his nose at me and rolled his eyes. "Sometimes it's cute when you are childish and sometimes it's just not needed." My eyes widened at his statement as I turned to look at him. Jungkook got in between us as he could sense the tenseness. "We may have lost him, but you....you....you are beyond—" "Hobi-hyung please don't say something you may regret later. Please you two, this is important. We just lost a friend and you both and yes the BOTH of you are being more childish than I am. We should be sticking together at a moment like this, not falling apart. We need each other now more than ever, so please, I'm asking no I am begging, and if I need to get down on my hands and knees to beg and plead then so be it, please do not drift from each other. Please apologize to each other. Please hug and work this out because right now I need all my hyungs...the one I have left..." Jungkook looked down with tears in his eyes. My heart broke just looking at him and I looked back at Yoongi as I pulled him into a hug. "I'm so sorry hyung, I don't mean any of it. I just..I'm scared! I don't want to lose anyone else. I can't smile in this situation and I can't have hope." Yoongi wrapped his arms around me and patted my back. "I know Hoseokie, I know. I'm sorry I lost my patience. With everything that has happened, this is all scaring me. If I lose another one of you, I don't think I'll be able to take it. I'm barely able to take this. But Hobi we need you to be strong, you're the one who makes us livelier. You're the one who brings a smile to our faces when we don't want to smile. If you can't smile, then we can't either." I sobbed and pulled away from Yoongi. "I just miss him so much. I can't believe any of this is even happening. What are we going to do?" Jungkook clutches the both of us. "I don't know hyung. I don't know if we really can, I just feel so numb. Why does this keep happening?" "Shhh Kookie it's not your fault." Yoongi and I held Jungkook in our arms while we watched the coffin being lowered in the ground. "Jesus..." In that moment between the three of us, I wasn't sure who was sobbing harder. "No more. I don't want to go through this ever again." "Me either." "I wouldn't be able to take it if this happened to anyone else." Despite the warm weather, Jungkook was shivering really hard and no matter how much me or Yoongi held him, he couldn't stop. "Well Yoongi-hyung, I guess you might be wrong. I guess we might not make it through this. Even together." I looked at Jungkook and Yoongi-hyung, clearly confused. Jungkook looked down, tears continuing to stream his face. Yoongi looked off in the distance, darkness hooding his eyes. *swish* No....No....Please. *swish* No! "No!"
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Forever We'll Be Young
Fanfiction"Hyung why must you record every little thing?" "I have a terrible secret to tell you." "Oh my God." *swish* What is that?! "NO! No! Don't you dare do this to me!" "I need you." "Get away from me." This. This is how it was meant to end. How it was...
