puppy dog eyes - joshler

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Almost everyone is in band, either that or some lame ass sport. Me, I'm in band. Well, not really. The band directors tell me I'm gifted, and that I should join, all because I can play the piano. But I'm not smart, or even qualified to even call myself a musician.

I'm nothing like them. I'm nothing like Josh. Josh plays the trumpet, or course he's first chair. Josh's friends, Pete and Patrick are also in band. Pete plays the clarinet and Patrick plays the tuba.

Weird how every short, adorable, boy plays the tuba.

While everyone is a musical genius, I'm stuck in art class. Trying to draw a stupid flower. The only things I'm good at is English and theater. Everything else is just difficult, and I haven't figured out why yet.

Even though I'm good at English and theater, doesn't mean they're my favorite classes.

My favorite is world history, because of Josh, because he's right there. And I get to see him concentrated, like, when he's working on a paper or is doing homework at last minute, he bites his lip, and fuck. How can someone be so attractive?

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I get home, it's Wednesday, so I can't really 'party' yet. And when I say party, I mean Netflix and browsing through tumblr.

I don't really have much to do. I have Mel to hang out with, but she likes hanging out with Ashley and her friends, and I don't really like them. Troye tried to ask me out a few months ago, and Ryan just-- well, Ryan likes to get a little too touchy.

Ashley is just a bad influence. She smokes just about every second. Marijuana and cheap cigarettes. I don't see what Mel has for her, like, yeah she's hot, actually, she slays. But, Ash is so rude, I don't know, maybe Mel likes that.

I look at my phone as I lay down on my bed.

Mel: wanna go to the pit fri?

The pit is something Ashley and her friends do, and a few of Josh's friends too. They all get together on a Friday night and bring beer, joints, food, and instruments. They play around the camp fire, singing, getting high, drinking, you name it.

I've never been, but I hear a lot about it. And even though Josh's friends go, I don't know if even he does, but I'm sure he doesn't. It doesn't sound like his personality.

Ty: yeah :)

Mel: k c u after school fri :)))))

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A/n this was bad but aye,,, this sounds like the kids where Iive tbh :)))))