For the love of Heaven (ON HOLD)

1|Realization

Heaven

I immediately charged upstairs to my older brother's room and opened his door.

"Hey!" I shouted angrily.

My brother Terrence was in the middle of a make out session with some thot from our school.

"What the fuck you want heaven?" He yelled, obviously furious from me interrupting him but I had a good reason.

"You were supposed to wait on me after school but you left without me and I had to walk all the way home!"

He looked at me crazy "so what?! You made it home safe didn't you?! And besides you need the exercise anyway."

The little thot on his bed laughed.

"I don't why you laughing hoe! I saw that video on Instagram today of you sucking Tae dick behind the bleachers."

She had a shocked expression on her face.

Terrence turn his attention to her "bitch get the fuck out my house."

"That's not true! I swear!" She cried

"Bounce hoe!" He said as he pushed her off his bed.

She put on her shoes and walked out of the the room bumping my shoulder purposely on her way out.

Terrance headed towards me, pushed me out of his room and closed his door.

"Who the hell raised this nigga to be so rude?" I asked myself on the way to my room.

~*~

I looked in the mirror at the dress I wore to school

It hugged every curve on my body and I loved it. It was no secret that I wasn't the smallest girl in the world but after years and years and years of self hate I began to love myself a little more everyday. I had thick thighs wide hips and a chubby stomach but I've grown to love that about myself.

The sound of the doorbell interrupted my thoughts and I went downstairs.

"Who is it?" I asked approaching the door

"Lucky!"

I rolled my eyes. Lucky is my big brother's bestfriend, they have tight since elementary school days. They have a lot in common, like the fact that they both hate me.

I opened the door "wassup ugly is T here?"

I didn't have the energy to insult him but God knows I wanted to "upstairs."

He went upstairs where Terrence was. I looked at him as he walked upstairs and shook my head. "Asshole." I mumbled

I headed upstairs as well to my room. I went straight to my drawer and grabbed one of my dad's old t shirts and a pair of sweatpants. I sniffed, which still had my dad's cologne on it. I used to hate the smell as a kid but now every time I smell it his image immediately pops into my head and makes me happy.

I changed my clothes and sat on my bed. I pulled my journal for under my pillow and opened it up to a clean page. I grabbed a pen from my desk and began to write.

~September 6th, 2016~

Last night I had another dream about daddy, he held my hand like he used to when I was a little girl and he told me "good is yet to come just wait on it and keep your faith babygirl." When he said it it felt real, it felt he was still here, but when I work up I just cried my eyes because he wasn't there and he wasn't coming until the next time I went to sleep.

I closed the journal and sat on my bed. I wiped away tears that escaped my eyes and put my journal under my pillow and laid on it for a while.

~*~

6:35 pm

My mom walked into the house and she looked exhausted. She hadn't been the same since daddy died, all she did was work, eat (sometimes), and sleep (sometimes). She barely spoke to me nor Terrence anymore and she kept her favorite picture of her and daddy on the pillow that he used to sleep on. She just couldn't get past it and accept it and even though it's sad, I don't blame her. She and daddy had met when they were 14 and had been high school sweethearts and even went to the same college and graduated together. Of course just like any couple they had disagreements but they were inseparable and couldn't imagine life without eachother. I never seen a married couple so in love for so long. It was truly an inspiration but kinda stopped when daddy was diagnosed with prostate cancer a year ago, he fought it for 8 months, but the cancer won and our family hasn't been the same since.

"Hey mom!" I said but she ignored me, this had now become a regular thing.

~*~

Terrence

"I'm telling you nigga I was about to smash that hoe but Heaven ass bust into the room and fucked it up for me."

Lucky busted out laughing "I f*cked her a couple times, her shit kinda loose you wasn't missing out on anything." He said "Plus somebody caught her ass behind the bleachers with Tae on the football team."

"I know but shit I been trying get her even before she was a hoe." I shook my head "All that effort for nothing, that bitch expensive too. She wanted me to take her to some expensive ass restaurant so she could order a steak I told her ass we going to Applebee's and don't let your eyes wonder past anything over $15."

Lucky chuckled, but he wasn't really paying attention to what I was saying, he just kept looking out into to the hallway.

"Nigga what you looking for?" I asked

He looked back at me "nothing man."

"Oh ight."

"Aye T, let me ask you something." Lucky said

"What?"

"Wassup with Heaven?" He asked

I looked at him like he was crazy "What you mean by that?"

"Like is she single?" Lucky said

"Why you wanna know? You tryna get with her or something?"

"Yeah. Is she single?" He asked

"It don't matter if she single, you ain't getting with her." I said defensively

"Says who?" Lucky said

"Me!"

He looked at me confused "Nigga since when you started giving a fuck about her and who she messing with? You talk shit about her now all of a sudden you getting in big brother mode and shit." He had a point and what he had somewhat made me feel bad but I was still right about how I felt but knowing Heaven she wasn't going to give him a chance.

"Whatever man do what you want." I said as I put my head phones in my ears and blasted my music.

"Ight bet." Lucky said before he left the room.

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Excuse any mistakes

Pictures of Heaven, Terrence, and lucky are at the top
Their real instagrams are:
"Terrence" @/traymfnbills
"Heaven" @/noonie_regardless
"Logan aka Lucky" @/dreomo

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