For the love of Heaven (ON HOLD)

19|Don't Wake Me Up

Heaven

"Omar what are you talking about?"

He sighed and sat back down in the visitor's chair. He grabbed my hand "Heaven I didn't I didn't want to ever have to tell you this, but I don't really have a choice now."

"Tell me what?!" I shouted. I was completely tapped out of patience and I needed to know what the hell he was keeping from me.

"Okay I don't know if you remember but I told I knew lucky because we used to sell together, but the truth is we closer than that, we used to be like best friends, we used to work for a this kingpin down south, we helped clean up for him.."

I was confused what was bad about getting paid to clean up "okay? What's wrong with that?"

"It wasn't just 'cleaning up' we used to get rid of dead bodies."

My eyes widened "what?!"

"Shhh." He said as he put his hand over my mouth. "Whenever the boss would have somebody killed for giving classified info to the police or try to out sell him, he had them killed and once they were gone we got rid of the evidence." He said.

"What about the families of the people?" I asked, immediately becoming disgusted.

"We didn't think about that, we just did what we had to do for the money.."

I shook my head in disgust, almost losing all respect for Omar.

"Wait. Why did you even have to do that for money? You're family is rich!" I asked.

"My parents cut me off 'cuz I blew through all the money they gave me and I maxed out all my cards."

I nodded my head mentally putting all the pieces together. "But why have you hid this from me?"

"I never thought It come up and I never thought I would see lucky again."

I tried to process everything. My heart monitor was beeping faster than normal, I knew that I had to calm myself down before the doctor would try to find something wrong with me and make me stay longer.

I stayed silent.

"I got something else to tell you."

I looked at him in shock, there was more, he's been keep secrets from me after I continuously defended him, when I went against my own subconscious and intuition. I almost wanted to cry, but I wasn't going to let him see me weak, again.

"What is it?" I asked, looking away from him.

"Heaven, I love you, I swear I do and don't let what I'm about to tell making you think of me any different than you already do."

I stayed quiet

"I knew who you were before that day at the mall."

I faced him, he had his head down like he was expecting me to say something.

"What? What do you mean?"

"Lucky- told me about you way before, years before met you in person. He was obsessed with you, and-"

He sighed.

"What?!"

"He used to tell how you were stuck up and always had a attitude and I told him that you don't sound that bad That I could get you, so we made a bet, to see-" he paused.

"To see what?" I asked

"To see who could fuck you first."

Omar turned around and we both looked at the door and saw lucky standing there.

"What the fuck are you doing here?" I shouted. My heart monitor starting beeping faster, my heart rate just took off and I couldn't calm myself down. There was a mixture of fear and angry inside of me.

"I came to see you, I wanted to make sure you were okay and I made bail." He smiled with a bouquet of flowers in his hand.

This fool was really insane.

"Lucky get the fuck out of here, you fucking crazy!"

"Nah nigga you crazy, you waited until now to tell Heaven that you never fucked with her like that and that you only wanted to fuck, I always kept it real with her."

"Lucky.. I swear to god.." Omar begin to ball his fists and face begin to turn red.

I pushed the button next to me that silently requested a nurse to come to my room, I needed lucky out of here now before my heart exploded.

Omar stood in front of me to keep Lucky away from me. My vision began to get blurry and I begin to feel dizzy. I laid down and lucky walked closer to the bed.

"Back up!" Omar shouted.

"Damn I can't see my girl?"

"Yo what?!"

"My girl." He smirked looking at me. Omar got in lucky's face.

And right before anything could happen a nurse walked in.

"Is there a problem here?" She asked.

"Nah." Lucky said.

"Yes. Ma'am can you please get him out of here?" I asked pointing at lucky.

She smiled "Sure Ms. Carter."

Fortunately Lucky complied when the nurse escorted him out. Now Omar and I were alone.

"So you were using me?" I said breaking the silence.

"At first, but Heaven We made that bet over 3 years ago, it was petty and I promise after I got to know you it was never my intentions to hurt you." He said raising his voice.

Tears rolled down my cheeks "so you knew what Lucky was going to do to me?"

"No- well yeah, but I didn't think he would actually do it. He used to joke around a say stupid shit like he would tie you to a bed and-" he stopped talking.

"I didn't think he would do that shit for real, I knew he was crazy but I didn't think he was that crazy."

"He did what he did because he was jealous that I had you and Lucky never fucking played fair, everything had to be his way!" He said grabbing my hand.

"I knew he was going to do something, but I never knew when.. and I never told you because I didn't want you to be paranoid, I love you Heaven I wouldn't have let this happen to you I promise! If I could've stopped it from happening I would've, I swear to god!" He was practically shouting at me at this point.

My heart wanted to trust him and hold him and comfort him, but my mind resented him, my mind wanted to hate him and never trust him again.

I decided to listen to mind this time.

"Omar.. can you please just leave?"

He wiped his eyes "Yeah.." he got up and two officers walked in.

"Mr. Johnson?"

"That's me."

"Come with us we got a few question to ask you down at the precinct." The officer said pulling out his handcuffs.

Omar sighed and put his hands behind his back and was escorted out by the officers.

"I love you Heaven." Was the last thing I heard before the door was slammed close.

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Sorry about this short chapter you guys but there's only certain things I can put in this chapter without giving too much away..

Soooo how y'all feel about this chapter?

Is Omar innocent?

Do y'all think Heaven should forgive Omar?

What going to happen next?

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