Make me yours {septiplier}

A bloody proposal

(Hey guys I just want to say two quick things #1:thank you for all the people who read and like my book, let me know if I should write another book and what it should be about and who should be in it and #2: this chapter is a little longer because a lot of important things is about to happen thanks bai)

Marks POV:
It was starting to get close to winter and the snow was falling.
I seen that Jack had finally woken up. He was so adorable when when he was still sleepy.

Mark:"well good morning my beautiful Husb-boyfriend d-did you um sleep well?" He asked all shaky.
Jack:"um Mark where you about to call me husband? Are you ok?" He asked.
Mark:"um yeah,yeah of course I just um, just um had a dream" he said as he keep repeating himself.
Jack:"oh Mark,just a dream huh? Please do tell" Jack said with a grin.
Mark:"well we where making out and well from there it well let's just say it got hot in the room. Then the next day you where my husband"Mark said but he lied.
Mark knew that if he was going to propose to Jack then he had to keep it a secret for just a little but longer. Not that he wanted to wait, in fact a few time he almost let it slip.
Mark:"c'me on Mark get a hold of your self if you let it slip then you will ruin the surprise for you lovely Jack" he whispered to him self.

Jack's POV:
I hope my markimoo is ok. He's been acting strange all day. A few times he almost called me his husband and a few times he did.
Jack:"awe maybe he's planing our further together, wait who am I kidding why would Mark want to spend the rest of his life with me?" Jack asked himself. Why am I thinking of all the bad things that could happen. Mark loved me he even said he would love me forever.

(A/N if you don't like self harm then I strongly suggest to stop reading this like right now! Don't say I didn't worn you)

Just them Jack was so sad and depressed. He walked up to the bathroom....and yes found an old razor and took it apart only to get the razor it's self.

Jack's POV:
I'm sorry Mark...I have to do this. I love you so much please don't hate me for this. I only cut my self 6 times.
1:for being useless.
2:for being a idiot.
3:for not being strong.
4:for not being there for Mark.
5:for hurting my friends.
6:for being a cry baby.
And I added a extra one. But this one was important. At this point I was crying so loud but I couldn't help it. I just hope Mark didn't hear me.
And 7:for being scared of Shane.
I was about to do more when Mark rushed through the door that I for got to lock. I seen that he was worried and scared.
Jack:"Mark I'm,I'm so sorry, please don't hate me" Jack cried with a bloody razor and blood all over the floor including him.
Mark:"Jack why? Please why would you hurt your self" he said pulling Jack onto his lap and hugging him like there was no tomorrow.
Jack:"b-because I-I thought t-that I deserve t-the pain, but M-mark please l-let me go I don't want to get y-you all b-bloody t-too" he said in between cries.
Mark:"shh you don't deserve it and you don't worry about me getting bloody lets worry bout something that I have to tell you or ask you" he said.
Jack was worried at this point is Mark breaking up with him? Jack stood up and looked down at Mark who was now on his one knee. Mark looked up at his worried little Jack and smiled. Just then Mark pulled out a small box and opened it to appear a gold ring an asked.
Mark:"Seán William McLoughlin, will you marry me?" He asked with love in his eyes.
Jack:"oh my, Mark I was so afraid that we wouldn't be together forever! But YES I WILL LOVE TO MARRY YOU!" He said.
With that Mark slid the ring on his ring finger and picked up his scratched up bloody boyfriend or now fiancé and hugged him.
Mark:"I'm sorry I know this wasn't exactly the best time to ask you to marry me but I couldn't wait. I just was so eager to ask you" he said.
Jack:it's ok it looks like we had a bloody proposal" Jack laughed.
Mark:"it honestly looks like we murdered someone"Mark laughed and Continued "but we should get cleaned and bandage up those cuts of your. After Mark and Jack cleaned up the bloody floor,walls and counter they both got undressed and had a shower together.
Mark:"Jack. Let me wash your hair for you,please?" He asked wrapping his arms around Jack's naked waist.
Jack:"if you insist then why not"he said. Before Mark washed Jack's hair they kissed. They then pulled away to get some air. Mark washed Jack's hair as jack washed off all the blood.

*time skip to after the shower*

Mark was finishing getting dressed as he heard Jack scream in pain from behind him.

Mark:"Jack what wrong are you ok?" He asked all worried
Jack:"yeah just the cuts on my wrist hurt.could you um h-help
c-clean them u-up?" he asked.
Jack always hate to ask for help from Mark because he was afraid Mark would say no.
Mark:"of course baby" he said with a smile.
Mark sounds like he is smiling from the inside and out. Jack though that it was a adorable.
They both walked hand in hand to the bathroom counter. Mark then picked up Jack and set him on the bathroom counter. He then got out the first aid kit and placed it beside Jack.
Mark:"hey um Jackaboy?"he asked.
Jack:"yes markimoo" he said looking away as if he knew what Mark was going to ask.
Mark:"if you don't mind me asking, is there a reason for each one of those cuts on your wrist?" He asked.
Jack:"to be honest Mark there is" he said as he teared up.
Mark:"it's ok baby I'm always here for you. I love you to the moon an back(sorry I had to put it in the book because my mom always says it to me an my siblings) and there's nothing that will stop me from loving you" Mark said.
Jack:"thank you, but for each cut they stand for 1:for being useless.
2:for being a idiot.
3:for not being strong.
4:for not being there for you.
5:for hurting my friends.
6:for being a cry baby.
And 7: was for being afraid of Shane" Jack cried  out.
Mark:"none of that is true I promise you and don't worry about shane because I'll handle him myself and I'll make sure of it" he said as he waked over to Jack and kissed him. It wasn't the softest kiss yet it hasn't the hardest kiss either, in fact Jack though it was perfect to him.

(Thanks for reading. Hoped you enjoyed it. I'll see you in the next chapter. Go follow BabyHamster123 and Alyssa7548 bai♡)