Streets Talk

Chapter 7

It's been a month since that shit happened in Cancun with me && Mont and I've been paranoid ever since. Naw I wasn't scared of them niggas, I had a lot of crazy niggas on my team. But that didn't help with my paranoia.
"Im starving" Jaz begged in my ear as I laid in bed flipping thru the channels on TV.
"No" I eventually told her after the third time she said it. I didn't feel like getting up, hell I was relaxed.
"Baby please. I want some mcdonalds" she whined in my ear
"Yeah man damn. What the hell you want?" I asked slipping into my Nike jogging pants I threw to the side before I slipped in the bed.
"Hmmm, get me a Big Mac meal, with light sauce and onions, large size. With a diet DR pepper. And mc chicken with Mac sauce, a ten piece but not the men and 3 chocolate chip cookies" she said as I looked at her like she was crazy. The hell Was she gonna do with all that food.
"Do you hear yo self" I asked. Because she sounded crazy as fuck. She got all that shit then gone ask for a diet soda. "YOU pregnant" I found myself asking even though I dreaded it the most.
Her being pregnant would be a bittersweet moment for me. It's not that ion want kids. Just not right now with this lifestyle.
"No you idiot" she yelled; I just laughed and walked down stairs.
I made my way to the greasy ass restaurant, and got in line.
When it was my turn, I went over everything Jaz said in my head making sure I didn't forget anything, and I repeated it to the cashier. She rang me up and handed me my cup for my drink.
I waited over to the side for my food so I could get her Diet soda last. While waiting on my food I seen a very familiar female walking into the place with a little girl holding her hand. It was this chick named Danielle I used to mess with. I had cheated on Jaz a few times with her and she had became obsessed, thinking I was her man or what not, and I had to cut that ass lose. She didn't notice me but I noticed her and how good she looked, and if I didn't know any better I'd say she got thicker too over the years. I shook my thoughts away as I just waited.
"Mommy, I-I Want a burger and apples" the little girl told her.
I haven't seen this girl in over 3 years and all of a sudden she got a kid that looked damn near 2. I shook my head as I heard the lady call my ticket number.
"Ok go sit down" she told the little girl; but she still hadn't noticed me. But once she got her ticket she did. She smirked my way as I looked her over and licked my lips. I ain't gone lie, baby looked good.
"DAMN long time no see mike baby, and by the way you looking at me I could tell you miss seeing me around" Danielle said as she locked her Red coated lips. I laughed to myself because the only thing I missed about her was the head
"Naw I wouldn't say that; I missed your mouth though" I said honestly as I touched her chin with a smirk.
"But I ain't know you had a kid, don't see you in over 2 years and when I do, yo ass a mommy. Who you done trapped into Gettin yo ass pregnant" I laughed as I clutched the bag, Bouta head for the door to make my way back home.
"YOU" she said as I stopped dead in my tracks and turned around to face her. My mouth opened wide open, this bitch had to be kidding me right. Hell no, I wrap up every time. THIS bitch better be joking.
I grabbed her wrists roughly. "BITCH I swear to god you better be fuckin playing with me"
"I wish I was playing, but I'm not. YOU were the only NIGGA I was fucking with when I got pregnant. That girl over there Is your daughter and you need to step tf up and take care of yo responsibilities" she said as she walked off.
"Well it ain't mines, you better quit playing wit me Danielle. Tryna trap a nigga. I ain't fuckin wit it until I get some proof"
"She's not an "it" she's a "Her" her name is Michelle and believe it or not she's your fuckin child Michael, I'm not trapping you because your the one that got me pregnant then stopped answering my calls treating me like a hoe all because of your little girl friend, sorry to fuck up ur little relationship but this little girl is yours. Now either you gone pay the easy way or let the courts pay. Im sure you wouldn't want them digging into ur financial records would you? I gave you 3 years. I struggled to take care of your child, now it's time you met me half way Mike damn. Now Michelle has a very important doctors appt ok Tuesday and is appreciated if you were there with us. I'll text u the information" she said as she walked off to the table her daughter was sitting at.

I wanted to go crazy man, because the sad part was that she was right. I have Fucked Danielle without a condom before. That happened one night I was drunk and Jaz kicked me out. Me and Danielle was already kicking it tough so I decided to go over there. I went into the bathroom and punch the mirror until I seen blood. So many questions ran thru my mind. I couldn't believe this shit. I wanted to kill somebody

What the fuck imma do now?
How imma tell Jaz?
Why did I cheat On her in the first place?
I shouldn't have cheated on my baby.
I regret all this shit. I just hope it ain't too late