Streets Talk

Chapter 29

Eight months could change a lot of shit, and it could make a young rich nigga, realize a lot of shit over the time.
At 23 now, I've grown into a whole new person. A lot had changed since my world was taken from me almost a year ago from now. That day in court I realized a lot of shit that opened my eyes to see bigger shit in the world. That day, change became a must in my eyes. I realized 3 major things after Jaz took that bid for me.

1. Selling dope is a hustle, NOT an occupation!
Selling drugs was once a rush to me. It kept my adrenaline pumping thru my body like the blood thru my veins. At one upon a time, it excited to to sell dope to people, but after all the shit I been thru, it started to become something I actually hated. It's time to turn illegal money into legal money, and that's what me and my boys did.
On top of all the other different businesses I had. I decided to open up a club call Jazz's

2. Life is too precious to let it go to waste.
That day in the courtroom, my life could've been taken away, but I was set free and given another chance to make things right. I didn't go to jail for those 4 years like I should have. Sadly but luckily I was given another chance by my lady

3. Hold onto something good and don't let it go.
That something was more of a someone, and she so happened to be in a cage because of me. The love of my life was in jail because of me, and that made me feel so many emotions, words couldn't describe. I was honored to have a down chick like her, but I was also angry at myself for allowing her to take that bid. That's love and I swear to God the whole world is hers.

Jaz was my everything, and she was part of the reason why I decided to change my life. Being alone and thinking about her caged in those walls made my fuckin heart hurt. That should've been me, but my rider rode that shit out for me. I owe her the world. In honor of her, I named the club after her. I know this ain't compared to what she did for me, but when she comes home things will be perfect, or damn sure close to it.
I did what I did because of her, I got out the game because of her. In the next year when she get out imma give her whatever she want and imma get her pregnant with my baby. I want a son, and we're not stopping until I get it. I want to marry her whole she's pregnant, before my little nigga get here. Just the thoughts of having a family scared me, but it made me want one every more.
A family yo come home to sounded like the shit, and it would all be in the next year. I owed that girl my life and when she touch down she'll have just that.