Streets Talk

Chapter 23

Me and Jaz had went to the restaurant we had to go eat.
We finished eating and now was having small conversation.
"I missed you man" i told her as we stare at one another.
"I'd be lying if I say I didn't either" she said
"THATS good to know." I nodded "so what made you come see me again"
"Well, over the pass 2 months of us being apart, I've been thinking hard, very hard actually. And I realized a lot of things along with growing myself"
"What about"
"Us!"
"What about us?"
" Well I've been thinking about the things you've said to me months ago and so many other things that provoked me to come find you today. It's been over 2 months since we split and I've gotten myself together, like I said I would. I've grown and took the time to heal, time heals all wounds. The things in the past hasn't completely passed over me, but I started to think about the things bigger than that big mistake" she said as her voice cracked and a tear slipped out.
"Jaz, DONT cry, NOT here man, not in front of me like that" I said as I reached over the table and wiped her eyes wit the tip of my thumb.
"No let me finish mike. I love you more than anything, more than I should. I haven't stopped and I never want too. The mistake you made was something terrible, and it cut me deep, but that isn't important to me anymore. It wasn't the worst that could have been done to our relationship. I haven't missed anyone as much as I miss you. I appreciate you give me the time to heal and the space I said I needed. Over that time I realized how much I love and wanna be with you. YOU mean too much to me. YOU did what you did and I'm passed that now. Im ready to forgive you. Im willing to give us another try." She said and before she could finish I started talking.
"Man Jaz I swear to God" she cut me off before I could complete my sentence
"Mike I'm not done" she chuckled "in giving you another chance but by my rules only. We're starting all the way over. Ain't no 5 and a half relationship anymore. THIS is the complete start of a new one. All the businesses and everything that it's in my name. YOU gone have to put them in ur moms name or something, I no longer want any dealings with that. Im keeping my apartment and I'll stop by yours from time to time or either you can do the same, but we'll confirm it first with one another. I am not your girlfriend, you have to earn that back as well as my trust. If you give me the slightest reason not to trust you, I swear, Im leaving."
"Man I love you so FUCKIN much, I don't know what else to say" I said smiling ear to ear "imma switch the paper work tomorrow, I'll just put it in my moms name. I can't be putting it my name in case I go down or something else happen to me" I said starting to get out my seat to go over to her but she stopped me
"Starting over Im not playin" she said with her hands pressed against my chest
I smacked my lips and sat back down in my seat "aight man, SO we starting over, but can you let me make it up to you tomorrow" I asked hoping she would say yes
"Hmmm I'll think about it" she said smiling sliding out of her seat.
"Man Jaz stop playing wit me"
"Fine" she said agreeing to what o just asked.
When we got outside she got in the passenger side and I drove as we made our way back to the trap. I rode with her, even though I drove. When we pulled up I got out the car.
"I ain't gone hold you up" I stopped in my tracks "I love oh Jaz, ion know how to thank you for FUCKIN wit a fucked up nigga like me but tomorrow imma show you" she nodded "oh so you don't love me Nomore" I said
"YOU know I do"
"We'll act like it then, never leave ya means without letting me hear those 3 words"
"I love you papi" she said as she rolled up her window and pulled off.