What?" Ford raised a brow in confusion.
"Don't play dumb with me, you've written his name down like twenty times!" Fidd snapped as he threw the crumpled pieces of paper onto Fords chest. "Now answer me! Who's Bill?" He asked again.
"Nobody. He's nobody" said Ford from the bed.
"Don't lie to me!" Fidd pleaded with tearful eyes. "Is there another man?" He whimpered from the foot of the bed.
"No! Of course not" Ford sat up on the bed and tried to get Fidd to sit beside him. Fidd refused Ford's offer and began to pace the room.
"Then why was it probably best if I didn't know? Isn't that what you said. Or, or why would your body be sore after meeting him?" Fidd stopped dead in his tracks to look Ford in the eyes. "Are you having sex with another man?" He whimpered.
"No! Fidd you don't understand. Just please listen to me" said Ford trying his best to stand up. The bite still hurt like hell and he collapsed back onto the bed.
"Enlighten me then Stanford! Tell me what I don't understand" Fidd growled from the other side of the room. He kept his distance because he knew a few kisses and hugs from Ford would be enough to deflate his anger."A few months ago i hit a wall with my investigation and needed help. Then I found this cave with inscriptions about a being with answers. I read the words aloud and that evening Bill appeared in my dreams. He is my muse that's helps me. He gave me the idea to build the portal. That's all he is Fidd, a muse. A teacher. Nothing more" he smiled and looked Fidd in the eyes.
"Then why wouldn't you want me to know! Or why would your body be sore?!" Fidd narrowed his brow, he didn't believe Ford.
"Look, Bill and I made a deal that he would help me with the portal if he could use my body, sort of like possession. Sometimes he gets carried away and gets pretty reckless when using my body. That's why my body gets sore and I didn't want to tell you because I didn't want you to worry" Ford patted the bed, asking Fidd to sit beside him. Fiddleford carefully walked over to the bed and sat down.
"I love you Fidd, I don't think I could ever love anyone more than you. Or even dare to touch another person in that way. I respect and love you too much" said Ford as he looked Fidd directly in his gorgeous blue eyes.
"You promise?" Said Fidd as he dried his tear stained cheeks.
"Of course. I love you Fidd" he smiled before pulling his weeping lover into a soft hug. "I don't even think Bill is....touchable in that way"
"What do you mean?" Fidd smiled as they pulled away from the hug.
"Well for one he lives in the mind scape and the other reason being he's just a floating triangle" he smiled and pecked Fidd on the cheek.
"A what?"
"A floating triangle, he's yellow, wears a bow tie, top hat and he has one eye" said Ford as if he was explaining something perfectly normal.
"Oh....I'm sorry I jumped to conclusions and didn't believe you. It's just coming from where i have spent the last four years-"
"I understand. I'm the one that should be sorry, I shouldn't have kept it a secret" he looked deep into Fidds blue eyes.
"I love you" they said in unison before giggling at their synchronisation. They pressed their foreheads together and smiled.
"Do you want to meet Bill?" Ford whispered.
"Maybe later. I think we both need a bit of a rest" he smiled before pushing Ford backward onto the mattress. He then crawled over the bed and laid down beside the brunette.
"I love you" said Ford as he turned on his side to face Fidd.
"I love you more" Fidd smiled and pressed his long nose against Ford's.
"That's highly improbable" Ford smiled as he kissed Fidd's nose. They then fell alseep wrapped in each other's arms, feeling safe in the their warm embrace.Authors note: this updates may slow down about due to me going back to school tomorrow but I will try to keep it as regular as possible. Anyway I hope you enjoyed this chapter and the story so far.

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New beginnings
FanfictionFiddauthor story. Focuses on Fidd's life before going to live with Stanford in Gravity falls. Warning contains: LOTS OF PHYSICAL AND VERBAL ABUSE. Homophobic slurs. Alcohol and drug use. Some sexual scenes. A little bit of gore, the mention of bloo...