More Than A Fan (Cashby & Kellic)

12.

Alan's POV

It's been a few days since I had come back to be with Roy and I realized I made the biggest mistake of my life. I should have seen it coming. As soon as I had gotten back I've become his own personal punching bag. I didn't realize how good Austin was to me till he was gone and honestly. I missed him. I missed him so much these past few days it's unbelievable. I thought going back to Roy was a good idea, that it was right but it wasn't. 

I was so wrong coming back and I had no way out of here. But I need to get away from him somehow, before he hurts me even more.

"Alan! Where the hell are you!"

"I-I I'm in the bedroom," I stuttered out.

I heard his heavy footsteps coming down the hallway and soon he appeared in the doorway. He walked over to me and went to give me a kiss but I flinched away.

Roy pulled away and glared at me, "What the fuck is wrong with you?"

"N-nothing why would something be wrong?" I asked fearful.

"You flinched."

"So?"

"What did you think I was going to fucking hit you?" He demanded.

"It's hard not to t-think that."

Roy's glare deepened as he pulled his hand back and slapped me hard.

I stumbled back a little and held my face, "I'm s-sorry."

"You're sorry? That's all you have to say about it?" He yelled.

"I-I don't know! What am I supposed to say!"

"Would you rather I fucking hit you than kiss you? I try to be nice to you but you do shit like this!"

"No! I didn't mean to flinch! I'm sorry!"

"Well sorry doesn't cut it."

"Wh-what am I supposed to do?"

He just glared at me before slapping me again, "I'll be back later."

I nodded, "Okay. I'll see you then."

He didn't say anything as he walked out and soon the I heard the front door slam shut. I leaned up against the wall before quickly grabbing my phone and calling Kellin. I couldn't stay here anymore.

"Hey Al, are you okay?" Kellin asked as soon as he answered.

"No." I sniffled, "Nothing is okay a-and everything hurts."

"What did that son of a bitch do?"

"Everything. I can't s-stay here anymore. You were right a-and I have to leave."

"Okay, I'll we're in Missouri right now, I uh I'll get you a plane ticket and you can get back on tour," Kellin said. "Everyone here misses you anyways."

"Okay. H-how's Austin?"

"He's pissy and annoying." He told me, "He really misses you too."

"I miss him too." I said.

"Well he'll be happy to see you come back, even if you don't get back together."

I sniffled a little, "Yeah I really do-"

"You really what? I'm gone for not even ten minutes and you're already talking about leaving?" I jumped and saw Roy standing in the doorway again.

"I t-thought you left?"

"I forgot my wallet." He said, "Now you really what?"

"Oh I uh I really miss Kellin, this is the longest we've gone without seeing each other."