FONDNESS ; HATRED

06

noun: warmth

-- enthusiasm, affection, or kindness.

-- vehemence or intensity of emotion.

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It's Sunday!! I'm so impatient to meet with Dahyun. I still can't believe that I'm going out with her.

I prepared myself. I wear a jeans and green shirt with white strips and a band on my wrist.

It just a style to give a little different look on my clothes. I take out my bicycle from the garage.

My mom and dad are too busy and I am the only child. So, there's no one who will care about me.

So, I can go out to anywhere if I want. They will always put some money on my account. I have no worry with money.

I lock the door and I bring my bicycle out. I make a way to the park as we promise that day.

I push my bicycle until the park. I don't bother with walking. I'm so fine with it. I keep walking and pushing my bicycle.

After an hour walking, I arrive at the park. I see a table full of Teddy bear. Will she like it? Does she like bear?

Without think any longer, I buy it. She like or not, I'm going to take the respond. I sighed heavily.

I can't lie that I'm so nervous. It just, I can't believe she want me to go out with her. She looked cold and not so interested in people, but she did talked to me.

I run my hand on my hair. I take sit at some bench. I look myself from my phone screen. I fix my hair.

Suddenly, someone greets me. "Hi!" It's so short but it makes me trembled so much. I gulp. "H-Hi!!" I reply and turned my head to that someone.

She smiles. But, mine fade away. It's not Dahyun. "What are you doing here?" I ask. I guess, you all known her. Jeon Somi.

She blinks. "Why? Can't I come here?" She asks. Her voice sounds frustrated. I shake my head.

Then, I see Dahyun. Looks like she was looking for something. I take my bicycle and leave Somi.

"Dahyun aa!!" I call for her. She looks at me and send me a smile. That bright smile catch my eyes.

It's different. I hear Somi grumble. But I just ignore her. I quickly go near to Dahyun.

"Ready for cycle?" She asks. Her voice is not as cold as it always to be. It's not cold but warmth. Her warmth smile also make me trembling.

I nod. She chuckles. "Why with you?" She asks. "Eh? Nothing!" I say. She pouts. "Really? Are you sure you alright?" She asks and put her hand on my forehead to feel my temperature.

I gulp. That warmth voice. I can't hold. That warmth look. I can't stand. That warmth smile. I admire so much and that warmth touch. I want so bad.

I'm not sure if I aware. Seems like I'm out of my mind. I suddenly pull her into a kiss. I close my eyes. I don't want to see and I don't want care what will happen next.

But I'm sure, she not pull back. But, just stand still. I pull away and widened my eyes. I'm shocked.

What have I done? She look at the ground. Will she hate me? Will she leave me here alone? Will she not going to talk to me anymore? Ugh!!