FONDNESS ; HATRED

07

noun guilt

-- the fact of having committed a specified or implied offense or crime.

-- a feeling of having done wrong or failed in an obligation.

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I'm still curious. Hoshi!!?? With Somi??  I'm not jealous. I just too surprised. How can they be? I don't know and never know that Hoshi likes a girl like Somi!

She was really not my type. Remembering them make me remembered about Dahyun again. I touched my lips. I have kiss her!

This is not right! But, she was fine and today is another school day. We will becoming awkward again. I bit my lower lips. Can I face it?

I hated to see her cold face. I hoped I didn't have to see it anymore.

She walked in and sat beside me. "Hi!" She greets first. "Hi!!" I replied. What a relief I didn't have to. She smiled at me and I enjoyed to smell her perfume scent.

I looked at her face and I saw a plaster on her cheek. "Is your cheek okay?" I asked. She nodded slightly. I sighed in relief. Actually I'm still worried.

"I'm fine okay! No need to worry!" She said. I nodded. "Dahyun changes after Mingyu comes!" A few student muttered and I could hear them.

I glanced on Dahyun. She looked at her shoes. Is she heard them? "Look, they must have something going on between them!"

She gulped. "I never saw she this happy. I met her just now at the gate and you know how happy she is that she greeted everyone including the security guard!"

She peeked at me. I moved my gaze. She sighed. "Why is she acting like that recently? Is she likes Mingyu?"

"Geez. No! They can't be! Dahyun is not an easy girl!" The student keep muttering.

"Ah! I just remember. Yesterday, I'm sure I saw Mingyu kissed her!"

"Are you sure!!??"

"Yeah! She not kissing back or pulled away. She just stand still!"

"Goodness! Did they having a crush on each other?". "Plus, don't you noticed that she always sit beside Mingyu?"

"She always sit there if she had a problem with Rosé!". "Oh right! Anyone knows about Rosé and Hanbin?". "No!"

I brushed it away. I don't want to know anything about Rosé and Hanbin. But, seriously!!?? She saw me kissing Dahyun?

Suddenly, I'm feeling guilty. I looked at Dahyun. She is staring at me. Her eyes was teary.

No! Please don't cry! I know everything was my faults. I'm sorry!

I only can whispered in my heart. Unconsciously, I cupped her face and wiped her tears that start falling a little bit.

"Ignored them! Forget what they've said!" I said trying to persuade her. "It's my faults! I'm sorry!" I said. She shook her head.

"I'm changing because of you. I didn't realize it! Am I?" She asked. I.don't.know.!!! What to answer? Yes? Or no? Which answer that she wants?