FONDNESS ; HATRED

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noun hatred

-- intense dislike or ill will.

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I am looking outside the window. Suddenly, someone knocked my table. I looked at that someone. He signaled me to go outside. "Hanbin no!!" I called Hanbin. "What do you mean by no?" He asked back. I took a deep breath. "Hanbin, let me explain. I just....I have nothing with Rosé. We just suddenly become close recently. You know that I love Dahyun more than anyone else." I said. "How do I can believe that? Maybe you not, but her....she may love you even though she know you love Dahyun." Hanbin replied. I looked down. "She's moving. I supposed to not tell you. But, I think you need to know." I said and Hanbin fierce eyes changed.

"She told you that?" Hanbin asked. I just hummed as a 'yes'. He sat on his chair. I know he must be so weak. Even me, if I heard Dahyun will move, I will become weak too. "I hate you." He muttered before he leaves. I'm not sure if he said that for me or for Rose. I let out a heavy sighed. "Mingyu yaa!!" Bobby shouted from the window. I looked at the window and saw he moves his hand as sign for me to follow him. He continued to run over again. I rushed to follow him. "What is it?" I shouted from his back. "Just follow me!" He shouted back. "Huh?" I'm confused. We arrived at the rooftop.

"Why?" I asked him. "Yoonhyung want to meet you." He said. "What?" I said while taking a breath. I'm super exhausted from running. I guess I need to go for training again. It's been a while I didn't go to the gym. "You come! Thank you Bobby." A boy who was walking toward me said and give Bobby something.
"I'm pretty sure that you know my cousin Hoshi! Your forever enemy, right?" He said and folded his arm around his chest and leaning on the wall next to the door. "Yeah." I replied the short one and nodded. He smiles. "You may win after him, but not me. He asked me to.....I'm not sure what he means by this." He said while showing his phone.

I can tell it was a message. Maybe message between him and Hoshi. I take a look at it for a while before noticing what it means. It says: Don't ever let Mingyu happy. Take everything that makes him happy. Oh my Gosh! Seriously?? Why would he do that to me? Take everything? Is it means anything? Even Dahyun? Because now, my happiness source is Dahyun. The only Kim Dahyun. I don't care about anything. That means, if they want to take my popularity, then take it. The first place in class, I don't want it. I don't need it. I only want Dahyun. Why Hoshi hates me that much? It  was too much for a poor boy like me? Is it because Somi?

No way! "Yaa!! What are you thinking about?? Did you hear what I'm saying?" Yoonhyung shouted and I realized. "What?" I asked back. "I don't think it is important to you. Just don't worry about Dahyun. I'm not going to lay any finger on her. But, there will be a scars in her heart." He said and left. WHAT!!?!?!? NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!! I need to find Dahyun. Right now, where would she be? Mina and Rose. They are passing in front of me. I grabbed Rose arm. "Yaa!! Where's Dahyun?" I asked. "At the court." They answered in unison.

I run as fast as I can to the court. I see her cleaning by herself. I sighed. "What are you doing here?" she asked. I smiled, but then I realized she isn't look at me. I come near her. "Dahyun aa." I called for her. " Stay away from me!" She said and she was cold. What!!?! The old Dahyun was appearing again. The cold Dahyun was back. "Why are you like this?" I asked. "Ask yourself." She said. "What?? Dahyun aa~ I don't understand." I said. "I'm more not understand you! Who are you seriously?" She shouted at me. "Dahyun! Kim Dahyun!" I call her but she didn't reply or give any glances at me. She throw the broom and walk out the court. I run to her and try to catch her. Suddenly, I heard she shouted at the corridor. "WHO THE HELL IS JEON SOMI ?!?!?!?!?!". I'm standing in front of the court door. I was like being hit by a really huge rock. "I HATE YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE KIM MINGYU!!!!!" She shouted again. I looked up and saw her staring at me. "Dahyun, No!" I muttered under my breath.

I don't think I'm alive. I'm breathing but it doesn't mean I'm alive. I'm sick. My heart died. Why they have to do this? What is my wrong? What I have done so wrong to them? Just please take everything away but not Dahyun. I cried. I can't believe I cried. I cried because of that Hoshi. I lose to them. I gave up on Dahyun because of them. No way! It won't happen. I'm going to protect everything that mine. Including Kim Dahyun. They wouldn't win that easy. I'm Kim Mingyu and I'm not going to lose on Hoshi. Never. But now, I need my gang to cheer me up again. I can't stand alone. I need some backup. I'm sure, I'm not a loser, especially on Hoshi. He need to pay back for this

But, many days has passed, Dahyun won't look at me. She won't talk to me. I'm begging on her everyday. But, she won't listen to me. One day, I was at the rooftop and Rose, Mina and Bobby came to me. "Hey, Kim Mingyu! What happen to you and Dahyun?" Bobby asked. "I don't know." I replied. "How come you don't know? Are you really a man?" Mina asked. I know she was true. "Just tell us. We are ready to listen." Rose said and they nodded. "It's Yoonhyung cousin." I said. I told them about everything and Bobby felt guilty because he is the one who called me for Yoonhyung that day. Until now, I'm still didn't know what makes Dahyun being so angry at me. I kept on telling them about how I felt, about Somi, about my pass with Hoshi and the time kept moving until evening.  Rose was the only who stay to listen to me.

Her caring eyes soothes my heart a little. Her soft voice made me comfortable around her. She just, so caring about me. I'm about to cry and she said,'just cry'. I don't know how to explain it but, I'm so thankful to her because stay and comfort me when I have no one. Let me cry and showed my truly self. I love Dahyun so much. I don't know Rose soft side before and it feel like, my mom. She pat my back to comfort me and she really did to calm my heart. But, it didn't last long when Yoonhyung suddenly approached us. "What the hell are you doing here? Do you know that I'm in trouble searching for you too! You don't even entered the class and I'm the one who get scolded. Do you think it's fair? Wait!! I'm missing something. You with Rose? Oh My Gosh!! How could you cheating on Somi and Dahyun and don't you know Rose dating Hanbin?" He said. It feels so hurt. How could he shoot me with a lot of bullet in one time?

"What are you talking about huh? Me and Hanbin? I'm sorry we already break up okay!" Rose said. "Oh really? I think Hanbin would be in a lot of pain if he know this. Is it because of him you break up?" He asked and winked at Rose before he left. "The school is already end.Please go home!" He said and waved at us while walking to the door. "Do I need to mention about Jennie?" Rose suddnely shouted for he to heard. I saw Rose smirking. He stopped on his tracked. "Why are you stop? Just go back! It was late already." Rose said. Yoonhyung turned to look at Rose. Rose folded her arms on her chest. Her eyes was in fire and her smirk was really adorable. "Who is that? I don't even know." He said and ogled at Rose. "It's weird. We are in the same class. How can a class monitor, didn't know his classmate?" Rose shoot back. "You better watch out Roseanne Park." He said and twisted the door knob. "Well, I have Jennie... why should I afraid?" Rose said and back to sit next to me. She was too confident. I wish I was like her. Yoonhyung looked so scared that time.

A/N
Hi everyone!! Long time no see right? I hope you guys love this new chapter. These all is what I can think of. Have a nice day. ;)