FONDNESS ; HATRED

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adjective love-sick

-- in love, or missing the person one loves, so much that one is unable to act normally.

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KIM MINGYU

I opened my eyes and realized I was in one of the hospital room. My head still spinning because of the headache that I felt just now. I grabbed my head because it still has the remnants of the pain. It is so white here. The colour was so bright that make me hard to open my eyes completely. "My son Kim Mingyu!! You've wake up." I looked at my side, it's my mom and my dad. "Mom, dad..." I said with a cracked voice. "Mingyu yaa, what has happened? Why did you suddenly feel sicked." My dad asked. I looked down to my white bed. Why?? Why am I sick?? Why am I feeling sick so much?? "The doctor said, you are too tired. Your brain and your body was working too much, the last time you felt sick this way was when you have an exam in your middle school. You made me so worried that I can't even sleep. Is there a students that make you feel burden just the way Hoshi make you hurt?" My mom asked.

I sighed. My mom know about Hoshi, I didn't want to tell her this time, I don't want her to be worried like the past days. I shook my head. "Aniyo... I just, the teacher put too high expectation on me and I won't disappointed them." I replied. "Are you sure?" My dad asked. I nodded quickly. "Mingyu yaa, here's your phone, I went home when you are faint just now and I went to your room to tidy it for a while and someone is calling you. Guess it your lover.." My mom said and she grinned. I'm blushed. "D-did y-you pick it u-up?" I stuttered. They chuckled. "Yeah, of course I do. I want to know who is the true girl behind that pretty voice." My mom said and her smile became more wider. I became more red my mom tease me too much I think. My daad chuckled. "You be a real man now?" He said and ruffled my hair.

Suddenly, someone burst in to my room. We all looked at the door. "Dahyun aa!!" I suddenly blurted out her name. My mom looked at me, "is this her?" She asked. I nodded slowly. "Annyeonghaseyo Mingyu's mom, Mingyu's dad." Dahyun said and bowed. I looked at her with care and love. How can she came here with still in her uniform and school bag? How did she get here? With taxi? Or walking? Or running? I can't imagine it how hard did she get to come here. "What's your name dear? Because Mingyu saved your name as Dubu in his phone." My mom said. I'm face palming. How can my mom said that? This just make me feel shy.

She looked at me by peeking from behind my mom. So cute. "Dubu?" She said. Just why is she so cute?? Stop Dahyun or I will faint for the second time. "My name is Kim Dahyun." She said. OMG!! Cuteness overload. "Why are you so cute girl?" My dad said. I saw my dad winked at me. I sighed and face palming again. "Okay dear, we leave you with Mingyu here. We will come again tomorrow Mingyu yaa." My mom said. Dahyun bowed again as my mom and dad walked out. She turned to me. "Oppa!!! How can you suddenly fall sick?" She said and almost crying. She sat in front of me on the bed. I only silent and looked at her face that I adore so much and I miss so much. She shook my arm. "Oppa! I told you to not over studying. You know what? I can't look at you being sick like this. You better get well soon or I'll be sad and hurt too." She warned me but still so cute in my eyes. I only nodded.

I touched her face. I don't know why I'm doing that. I just can't control myself. I rubbed my thumbs on her cheeks. "Dahyun aa...don't be sick. Don't be hurt. Hit me if I make you hurt. Slap me if I make you sad. Kick me if you feel disappointed with me. You are more than everything to me. You aren't just my world, but may be my universe." I said. She gulped. "Oppa, I wasn't and I never planning on loving you, but I'm happy that I did. I'm happy that I'm beside you right now and now, I'm planning to love you for forever." She said and that makes my heart beat faster than before. I leaned closer to her. She pushed me back and smiled. "What've gotten into you?" She said. "And you? Why are you being so sweet just now?" I said and she blushed. "I-I...Yah!! When did you release from the hospital?" She stuttered and changed the topic. I smiled to her. "Don't change the topic!" I said. "Tell me why you suddenly said that." I continued.

She shook her head and shrugged me. "Okay, I give you the hint and only one chances. It's because you have the feeling, that feeling towards me." I said. "Please say that word." I said after I saw her became more red. Actually, I just want to here she said that once. Even once is enough. She sighed. "Fine! Don't you dare to pout at me again!....I.....I-I..." She silent. "I'll peck on your cheek if you won't say that!" I said to make her say it. "No wait!" She said. I chuckled and I just realized that our hands were locked with each other. So tight. I just let it be and not commenting about it, if I did, she will let go of my hands. "Say it." I said. She sighed. "Saranghae?" She said it quickly. "Correct!" I said and quickly gave her a peck on her cheek. She shocked. "You said that.....". "Shh!" I shut her up. "Now it's already late...so go back home." I said. She nodded awkwardly and went down from my bed.

"Have a nice dream..." She said and went out. But, she not quickly gone. She still outside until I motion her to go. She waved at me and slowly left the door. Slowly gone from my sight. Am I crazy or what? She just left and I already miss her. One day, I think of her for a thousands times. If the stars fall every time I miss her, if the clouds fall every time I think of her, if the sea sinks every time I love her, I guess there's no more stars on the sky, there's no more clouds on the sky, there's no more water in the sea. I don't know how to explain. It makes me crazy and I'm acting so weird. I can't stop grinning. I can't stop smiling. My head is spinning just by remembering her smile. Just by remembering the way her hair waves. Just the way she looks at me. Just the way she talks. Everything that she does, everything is attractive, everything is cute, everything is adorable, admirable. I don't know what else can explains it. I just ... I love her too much. Just so much that I, myself can't bear it, can't hold it.

A/N

So guys, I update this one part as the change for not updating for a long time. But, I can't update more than this because I'm using my dad's laptop. My own laptop is broken and I need to be fast before my dad comes home. So everyone, lastly... good night, or maybe good morning. Thank you.

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