Pretty When You Cry (An Ethan Dolan fanfiction)

Chapter 24

~Continued~

Hannah and I arrive at the beach and get settled down. Honestly I don't know how I'm suppose to tell her about what's been going on with Ethan and I because she'll probably laugh, but she's my best friend and I think she's already caught on because I make it so obvious. She'll end up telling me I'm exaggerating or something. I take off my shirt and reveal my bikini top. I lay down on my back and catch up on my tan. Hannah lays beside me and looks at me.

"What was that all abo-" I cut her off.

"No, please don't say anything. Oh god, I swear I felt my cheeks burn up. I thought he was joking." I cover my face with embarrassment.

"Girrrrrl! Don't be shy about it! I think it's cute actually. I mean honestly, I never in a million years thought Ethan and you would... You know..." I still have my hands covering my face. Why do I feel so embarrassed. It's not like Ethan and I were making out... Kind of.

I sit up and everything I'm thinking comes out.

"Hannah, I like him a lot... Like a lot a lot and in all honesty I thought he'd never liked back because we saw one another as just friends, nothing romantic ever came out of it. And oh my god, his personality is something to die for and of course his lips, oh man, his lips... We've had those moments where things began to get super heated but something always stops us..." Before I know it Hannah is looking at me with her mouth opened. Shit, I just blurted out a lot of it.

Hannah let's out a high pitch scream making me jump a little.

"OH MY GOD! Girl, you do know that Ethan is still a virgin too right?!" Hold up what? Why didn't Ethan tell me this?

"Wait what?! How'd you even know?" She sits facing me and places her hands on my shoulder and shakes me.

"The purity ring!!" I'm speechless.

"Is that what it is? Shit, even I didn't know that. But wait, him and Amanda were together for like 2 years... I thought-" She cuts me off in excitement.

"Hell no, sure, he loved Amanda but he knew what he wanted and it wasn't to spend the rest of his life with her. You may not know this because he's probably afraid to open up about it but a few times when I met up with him and Gray, he'd always talk about you... Shit, even I thought he was in love with you at some point. Mia, Amanda is out of his life for good. 

My eyes tear up a little but I'm glad she doesn't notice. Everything around me becomes blurry. I honestly need time to take this all in.

"Fuck." I whisper.

"Yeah, what you said." She laughs a little making me laugh and I cover my face.

I'm glad I told Hannah everything but I was never expecting her to tell me about him being a virgin. It's actually beautiful if you ask me. My mind is racing with these thoughts but I want to enjoy my night.