Sketchy Relationship. (Amedot)

Chapter 9

          Three Days. It had been exactly three days since Peridot went to school, or virtually left her room, aside from small amounts of food and bathroom trips. It was all because of one thing, or rather one person, Jasper.

         Peridot's mom stopped trying to open her door, she couldn't let her adoptive mom in. She would see everything. The mess, the words, the cuts, the black eye. She wished everything could be okay, she wished Amethyst was with her. She wanted Amethyst's protective arms around her, and she wanted to just lay down with her, and not worry at all.

        Peridot resorted to cutting herself, she hated herself. For some reason she already knew Lapis and Pearl would be mad, and she thought it was her fault that people knew about the secret relationship between the two teens. It was all so complicated.

        The mess on the floor were actually a bunch of drawings that she drew. She dreaw happiness, and with each drawing the happiness faded from her; it felt as if the drawings sucked her dry. She wanted to cry, the drawings in the end made her feel terrible. Not necessarily because they were hers, but because she wishes that's what she was. The drawings are what she wants of herself.

        Of course Amethyst texted her, but Peridot wouldn't even look at them. They would just make her feel worse about skipping school. Soon Amethyst must have been tired of waiting for a reply, as she showed up the next day at Peridot's door. Her adoptive mom let Amethyst in.

       "Peri, open the door." Amethyst said softly through the wooden door. Peridot slowly walked to the door. The moment she unlocked it Amethyst slammed the door open and engulfed the smaller teen in a hug. "Peridot, don't do this, I need you!" Amethyst begged. Peridot looked away, tiredness litted in her eyes. Amethyst pulled Peridot's arm up. She looked at the cuts, and she ran her fingers along them. "Peridot-" Amethyst kissed Peridot softly. "You can't do this to yourself, I know it gets hard, and I know your hurting. Next time tell me, I'll do what I can." Amethyst kissed Peridots wrists. Peridot started to tear up. "Peri, I love you, please remember that." Amethyst said.

         The two teenagers lied on Peridot's bed cuddling.  "Yo Peri. I know why you do it, but please I just don't want you to." Peridot nodded. "I miss her Amethyst. I do love my new mom, but it feels like yesterday she was with me. This is the fifth anniversary of her death." Amethyst squeezed Peridot's hand. "I'm sorry."
  
         Peridot nodded and more tears went down her face. "It's just hard, and you of all people know that. I wish I said goodbye, y'know?" She asked. Amethyst nodded and wiped Peridot's face. "It's okay to cry about it. It's hard to loose a mom." Amethyst said.
Peridot turned over, so they were in a position that caused them to be face to face.

       "Yo Peridot, did Jasper do that to you?" Peridot nodded to Amethyst's question. "I should've been there for you." She said before kissing Peridot passionately. Peridot pulled back. "No it's fine, your here now." She said before leaning in to kiss Amethyst again.

        Peridot moved to a more comfortable position, and she let Amethyst take over. Amethyst kissed her some more, it wasn't slopy or useless like it was with her old girlfriend. This time it was passionate and it felt good. Soon the passion burned into a make out session, it was pure, and filled with love. Amethyst stroaked Peridot's side with one hand, and held her jaw with the other hand. Peridot yelped when Amethyst began to lick her lips, she didn't protest though. She invited Amethyst in.

         Peridot woke up, the bed was a mess and Amethyst was asleep next to her. The night was a blur, but she began to remember things. She looked down and blushed in embarrassment. Her shirt was gone, and so were her pants, luckily she was wearing underwear and a bra. Amethyst was the same way. Peridot took a moment to admire Amethyst's body. She was chubby, and she had rolls, but it didn't matter, she was so beautiful no matter what. Peridot blushed and laid back down to sleep some more.

         "Peridot? Wake up." Amethyst whispered.  Peridot jolted up, right into Amethyst's face. "Gah!" She screamed falling back down to the bed. Amethyst snickered, then she got serious again. "Do you remember last night?" Amethyst asked. The smaller teen began to blush, she exhaled then began to explain herself. "I didn't think it would go that far, I'm sorry." She said, her face blushing madly. Amethyst snickered while blushing. "Your cute Peri, I know we had sex, and I know we did other stuff, I was asking if you remembered." Amethyst stated. "O-oh. Yeah all of it now." Peridot said while looking back.

         Peridot and Amethyst decided they'd watch a movie, it was pretty scary according to Amethyst. Peridot paid for her and Amethyst, then they bought a jumbo popcorn to share. There were at least fifteen jumpscares, all of which Peridot was holding onto Amethyst. When the movie finished they shuffled to the car, it was Amethyst's car. Since it was a Sunday Amethyst had to go home. Amethyst stopped her car in front of Peridot's house. Peridot unbuckled her seat belt, moved to face Amethyst and smashed her lips on Amethyst's. Amethyst was taken by surprise at this.

         Peridot was in complete charge. When they pulled away Amethyst's eyes were wide open. "That was amazing." She said out loud. "Thanks Amethyst, I gotta go, but I definitely want to do this again, and thanks for everything." Peridot said.

         Amethyst drove away smiling, she put on Bubblegum Bitch by Marina and the Diamonds on full blast when she was on the way back to her house. Sugilite hugged her when she walked through the door. "Hey Sugi!" Amethyst said. Sugilite jumped twice and stuck her toungue out. Amethyst grinned. "Amethyst, how are you?" Sugilite asked. "I'm fine, just tired." Amethyst said, yawning.