I Hate That I Love You |Sidemen Fanfiction|

.Chapter 20.

Porshea's POV

"It was out of my order for kissing you anyway." He says and Sammie shrugs. "Don't worry, everything will be okay." She replied. "Are you sure you okay Sam, you seemed shaken and a bit taken back. Have the doctors told you anything?" I asked, holding onto her hand. "I'm fine honestly. The doctors have said nothing to me, is it something important?" She asked, looking at me, then at the rest of the guys. 

"The doctor said that since your anti depressants aren't working, you will have to go to therapy." Richard told Sammie, and she looked slightly sad. "I don't want to go to therapy." Sammie exclaimed. "But you have no choice Sam, you have to go." Calum told her and she sighed. The doctor came into the room and smiled at all of us.

"Wow many people you must be popular. Please can some of you step outside please. Miss Hobson here can choose who she would want to stay, and who should wait." The doctor told all us, which made us all look at Sammie. "Everyone except, Po, Harry and Simon can wait outside.." She whispered. I looked at Richard and Calum, their eyes widened.

"Why them and not us?!" Richard announced. "Just leave, please." Sammie said, looking at Richard and Calum, tears forming in her eyes. "Guys, I'll tell you what happens, just please leave." I told them. The rest of the Sidemen left the room and Richard and Calum followed behind. Once the door closed, we avert our attention to the doctor. 

"I'm guessing one of your friends has told you some news." The doctor questioned, which. "Since your antidepressants aren't working, we have come to the conclusion that you would have to go to therapy. I know that you may not want to go to therapy, I've had to restrain multiple patients as they refused to go. But this is the only option for you to feel better." The doctor said. 

"I understand Doctor, if this is the only option to make me better, then I have to accept." Sammie said simply, looking down at the IV drip on her arm. "If its alright for me to ask, I'm a new doctor and I've been told just to fill in for your regular doctor, why do you inflict pain on yourself?" Doctor asked. I understand that the doctor is curious of her condition, but it is a sensitive topic. 

I looked at Sammie and she looked uncomfortable. I looked at the guys, guilty looks were plastered on their face. "I know you are curious and all Doctor, but I think Sammie is slightly uncomfortable with this topic." I told the Doctor and he nodded. "Okay, I won't force you into telling me. I'll come back later to tell you when you have your therapy sessions. Once I give you them times, you are free to go back home." He told us and we all nodded. 

He left the room and the others came back in. "What did he say?" Josh asked. I looked at them, then looked at Sammie who was staring at her hands. I sat in the chair beside her and grabbed her hand. "The Doctor told Sammie about therapy and that its her only choice to get better. Then asked if he could know why she hurts herself, but Po told him that its a sensitive subject to talk about, so he changed the subject to finding out her therapy times." Simon told the guys, but I was more focused on Sammie. She looked at me, her eyes glistened due to the tears forming in her eyes. 

I stray tear fell down her cheek and I wiped it away. "I don't want to go to therapy Po.." Sammie whispered. "I know. If you want, I will come with you every therapy session." I told her and she smiled slightly. "I would like that." Sammie told me and I smiled. The door opened and closed again. I looked towards the door and saw Richard and Calum standing there. Did they not join the guys? 

"Can you please tell us why you choice the two dickheads over your friends?" Richard asked, crossing his arms. "Drop it guys." I told them. "No, we want to know." Calum added. "If Po wants you to drop it, then drop it." Simon told them. "We didn't ask you dickheads." Richard spat. "Drop it!" Sammie shouted. We all looked at her. "I don't have that much energy to argue or get mad or anything. I told them to stay because they know more than what you guys know. You didn't grow up with me or Po. Po knows everything that has happened in my life, Simon and Harry know most, whereas you two don't know all of it. Just drop this. I gave you your explanation. If you want to act this way over something that doesn't necessarily involves you, leave." Sammie told them.

 The doctor came in a second later, this time he didn't tell anyone to leave. He handed Sammie a piece of paper, which she skim read and then gave me the paper. It had the times, days and who she was having therapy with. The doctor took the IV drip out of her arm and she thanked him. "Once you are ready, sign the papers and you can leave." The doctor told us and we thanked him.

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