I Hate That I Love You |Sidemen Fanfiction|

.Chapter 22.

Porshea's POV

I walked into my first lesson and guess what I saw, Richard and Harry fighting, figures. I walked past them and sat in my seat. I ran my hand threw my hair. "Can't you guys stop arguing?" I asked. "No!" They both shouted. Well I tried. Honestly, what's the point in arguing, Sammie stated it loud and clear, but no they just want to argue even fucking more. 

I heard the classroom door open and close. Sammie walked in. She looked at the Richard and Harry and sighed. She has probably had enough of them arguing. 

"WHY WOULD SHE PICK YOU OVER ME." Richard shouted. "SHE TOLD YOU THAT ITS BECAUSE IVE KNOWN HER ALL MY LIFE." Harry shouted. God can they just stop this is causing me a headache. "GUYS!" She shouted, which caught their attention. "Are we still arguing about this?" She questioned, which made Richard sigh and sit down. I swear he does everything Sammie says, or obeys to her commands. Well he does like her, well I think he does, by the way he looks at her, I presume so, but I'm not certain. 

"He started it." Harry said. "And I'm finishing it." Sammie replied before sitting down next to me. She looked slightly annoyed, but slightly sad. I engulfed her into an awkward/ weird side hug. I'm awkward, allow it. "You okay?" I asked and she nodded. "Yes I'm great thanks." She retorts, but I knew that she was lying threw her teeth. She wasn't great, something was on her mind. I want to know what is on her mind, but I don't want to question her in case its something personal. I'm not the sort of person. I respect people. I might have trust issues and I might hate people, but I respect everyone, even Harry and Simon.

Simon walked in moments later and fistbumped Harry. They sat down next to me, well Simon next to me and Harry next to him. Richard and Calum sitting next Sammie. People started walking into the classroom and looked at Harry and Simon weirdly, because, well he is sitting next to me and Sammie. The Sidemen walked in and looked at us weirdly. They walked up to us, "Harry, Simon, why are you sitting next to Po and Sammie? Not being rude or anything, but you usual sit far away from them?" Vik asked and I nodded along. "Yeah, how come you guys are suddenly sitting next to us?" I questioned.

"We want to make you trust us, we are changing, believe us. We want to go back to old times." Simon told me. "But what about what happened in the past?" Sammie added. "We are still mad at that, but we've come to the realization that we still care about you, we want you to trust us again." Harry said. "If you fuck up, then you will never gain my trust again." I told him. 

"We'll fuck them up if they do." I heard Calum say and Harry laughed. "Exactly what are you going to do about it prick?" Harry spat, standing up, Simon copying his action.. "You want to know!" Calum shouted, standing up. "STOP!" I shouted, standing in between them. "You want us to gain your trust, fucking stop!" I shouted. 

"THAT'S ENOUGH. MISS BARTABY, MR MINTER AND MR DUKE, SIT DOWN OR LEAVE MY CLASSROOM!" Our teacher shouted. I grabbed my bag from under the table, "If you keep arguing, you will loose my friendship," I pointed at Calum, "and you will never gain my trust." I pointed at Simon and Harry. I stood on my chair and walked over my table. "I've had enough." I said, walking towards the classroom door. 

I left my classroom and punched the locker. Finally, something I enjoy hitting. My knuckles against the metal. I left the school building and went to the field behind the school building. I make my way to the big tree that was situated near the fence and sat under it. I remember the day I started here. Myself and Sammie weren't that popular, we would sit under this tree and be ourselves. It brings back memories, the memories before we started getting bullied.

I don't know how long I've been sitting out here, loads of students started leaving the school. I'm guessing it was break time. I stood up from under the tree and entered the school building, avoiding Simon, Harry, Richard and Calum in the process. I don't want to see those guys at the moment. I made my way to my locker and opened it. I placed the books I don't need anymore and grabbed the books I need. In that process, I saw how red my knuckles looked. I smiled to myself. I'm still surprised at how strong I can be.

I felt a hand on my shoulder and I jumped. I turned around and saw Sammie standing there. "You okay?" She asked and I nodded in response. "Since you said that first lesson, the guys stopped arguing." She told me. "Okay." I said, closing my locker. I looked at my knuckles and smiled again. "You punched a locker again, didn't you?" Sammie questioned and I nodded. "It makes me happy."

"It may make you happy. But you are inflicting pain upon yourself. It hurts me to see you inflicting pain upon yourself." Sammie told me. "That how I feel when you do the same." I said to her, look at her instead of my knuckles. "I love you kid, you have been there for me, since the beginning." Sammie said and I smiled, "I love you too kid." I replied. 

I engulfed Sammie into a hug and she hugged back. "My mum came back from her business trip last night." She told me. "That's great." I told her, moving back slightly, not letting go of the hug. She looked down slightly and shakes her head. "Not really." She told me. I looked her in confusion. 

"Not really?" I asked. She looked up at me, her eyes glistening. Something is wrong. "My dad found someone else..." She told me. I engulfed her into a tight hug. "I'm sorry Sam." I rub her back as a source of comfort. "I am sad and mad that my dad found someone else, like he cheated on my mum for 2 months. He just chucked our family to the kerb." She ranted, tears falling down her face. I wiped her tears away and engulfed her into another tight hug.

She sobbed into my shoulder. "Its okay Sam. It's okay." I cooed in her ear. Whilst I did this, someone decided to push us. I departed the hug with Sammie and looked for the person who did it. Simon Minter. He looked angry. Something must be up. Since he is changing, might as well be nice at least. I ran up to him, god he takes big steps, I only have little legs. 

"Simon, are you okay?" I asked, but he completely ignore me. "Simon? SIMON?" I shouted. "WHAT?!" He shouted, looking at me. "Are you okay?" I asked. "JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!" He shouted back. "Not until you tell me whats wrong." I retorted. "I SAID LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!" He shouted, pushing me into the lockers, which made me hit my head. I slid down the lockers and my vision became hazy. I'm in so much pain. I moved my hand to the back of my head. I moved my hand and looked at it, a line of red was shown on my palm. I'm bleeding. 

"I CAN'T BELIEVE I THOUGHT YOU CHANGED. YOU OBVIOUSLY HAVEN'T. WE ARE BEING NICE TO YOU, LETTING YOU EARN OUR TRUST, AND YOU DO THIS. SHE IS BLEEDING FOR FUCK SAKE." I heard Sammie shout, yet it sounded so faint. 

Just like that, my vision became hazy, my hearing started going, my eyelids felt heavy. Darkness over took me.

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