I Hate That I Love You |Sidemen Fanfiction|

.Chapter 17.

Sammie's POV,

Me and Po arrived at Costa and we ordered our drinks, I got a Hot chocolate and he got a Latte, we say down and Waited for Callum and Richard. We sat opposite each other and I grabbed her hand. "Why didn't you tell me sooner?" I asked and she sighed. "Because. I was scared. I'm glad you've taken it so well though." She says as I sighed. I might look like I'm taking it well on the outside. But on the inside It was a whole different level.

I see Calum and Richard enter the shop and I smiled at them, they instantly saw us and got there drinks, before sitting down. Richard put his arm round me and I smiled at him. "Have you guys made up now." Calum asks and I nod. "Yeah. Thank you." Po says and I smile, but I still don't think it's a prank, Harry was too genuine, an I know him well.

"Great, We ran into Simon and Harry." Richard says and the guys both smirk. "They are right nobs." Calum says and Po laughs. "Agreed." I just smile at them, not putting my input on this. "Have you eaten today?" Richard asks as I shake my head, "Nah but I'm fine. Not hungry." I Fake smile at him and he sighs. "If you insist."

I saw the door open to Costa and I see that all the sidemen have came here. Including Harry and Simon. My eyes instantly widened as I turned my head back. None of the others have noticed, they where to busy talking about what had happened today.

I suddenly felt very self conscious, and I pulled the sleeves of my black TØP jumper I was wearing over my hands as I fixed my hair. "Sammie, are you okay?" Calum asks and I nod. "I'm fine thank you." I say and smile at him, I see Po give me a concerned look as I snuggles closer into Richard, trying to make my self less seen.

I sip at my drink and sigh contently, that is a good hot chocolate, I ate a marshmallow and smiled at my friends. Where would I be if I never met these guys. I felt Richard kiss my cheek and I smiled at him. I looked over his shoulder and saw Harry staring at Richard, giving him death stares.

"I need to use the bathroom." I say and stand up. Everyone just nodded before continuing back to the conversation they where having. I tucked my chair in before walking to the toilets. I looked at harry and saw he was getting up as well, I knew he would want to talk to me. So I went around the corner an he soon came over.

"What do you want?" I ask him and he sighs. "I know what me and Simon did yesterday was dodgy." "Dodgy?! You where lucky I let you in my house." I say and he sighs. "Just listen. Me and Simon really meant our sorrys. We have seen the damage it has caused you and Po, and we don't like out behaviour." He says and I sighed.

"Why didn't you tell me sooner, before I did all this shit to my self." I whispered and he grabs my arms lightly. "I would give you that answer if I knew it." He says, looking down at me as I'm ting compared to him. I'm 16 and I'm 5'1, Pretty good.

"Just. After everything Po said today. How could I believe You?" I say and look down. I can't trust him, not after  everything he has done to me.  "Well, it got to the Point that it hurt me an Simon to much for us to keep doing this to you guys." He says and I shake my hands and push his arms off me.

"That's utter bullshit. How did it not hurt you before? Like did you enjoy it until you realised how wrong and Painful it is for us?" I say, trying not to raise my voice. I felt tears well Up in my eyes and I couldn't take this. Two years of this bull crap, being beaten up, called names, every day. And then because it 'Hurts him to much' he decided to stop!

"That's exactly why we said sorry, because it was hurting you guys to much." He says and I just sake my head. "No.. Just leave." I whisper as tears started falling from my eyes, I was fiddling with the hem of my jumper. "What?" "Leave... Please." I say and he sighs. "Can I just do one thing?" He asks and I sighed. "Go on."

My eyes instantly widened as I felt his lips connect with mine. I didn't know what to do, he left just as quickly a he pressed his lips onto mine and he then left me.

No.. way.

I quickly ran to my table again and say down. Trying to cover my face with my fringe. I quickly drank my hot chocolate, Richard wrapped is arm around me again. And I sighed. The tears stopped forming. As I couldn't let them see me break down.

"Guys, I'mma go home. I'm super tired." I whisper and Po nods. "Thank you for clearing things up." Po says and I knew what she meant by that,  I just smiled before paying the lady at the till and then leaving. I could see Harry and Simon look at me wide eyes but I just shook my head as I exited the Building.

Instantly tears formed in my yes again, I don't want this, why does he have to fuck up my emotions, he is just trying to gain my trust, he would of said sorry sooner. They would of said sorry to both of us sooner. I wiped the tears of my cheeks again, I didn't know why I was crying, but I was so full of emotions the only thing for me to do at this exact moment was let tears run down my face.

I sighed shakily as I looked around me, Everyone in the high street had at least a little bit of there attention on me. Because it's weird seeing a Girl dresses in Mad goth clothes and crying her eyes out in the middle of the road. I started running down the street and ran straight to my house.

I didn't know what to do.
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I know this is short but I hope you enjoyed this chapter nonetheless. If you did please comment, otherwise, Talk to you all soon.

Love you allXxX
Sammie=3