I Hate That I Love You |Sidemen Fanfiction|

.Chapter 9.

Harry's POV,

I see JJ and Richard running to I'm guessing Richards car, Sammie passed out in JJ's arms as they turn the corner. I suddenly felt a slap on my cheek and immediately reached to where someone hit me.

"That's for being a prick." Ethan says before leaving me. I didn't care though. All I could picture was the blood... And the numerous cuts. That are surrounded on her wrist.

Did I do this? Did me and Simon make her do that to herself? Or could it just be family problems? No. It was definitely us, oh I'm such a fuck up.

And I have to tell the others. Oh fuck.

I walk to my first lesson. Everything that has just happened surrounding my mind. "Why did we have to hurt her in the first place, why did we have to hurt the two girls. Oh no... I'm so fucking stupid. I walked into lesson and sat down. Not saying a word as I got out my phone.

I saw the others come in and I'm guessing they where shocked at how early I am. "Woah Harry's actually early?!" Vikk exclaims and they all sit around me. Saving a seat next to me where that's obviously going to be Simons spot.

"Yo you're quiet, you okay?" Tobi says and I immediately nod. "Yeah.. Rough morning." I say an try just nod. My eyes instantly widened as Richards words processed in my mind

"Oh god we caught her yesterday"

Wait what? Caught her yesterday, was that why him and the other two where running out of school? The door opened and I turned around and saw Richard there and Calum there.

Oh shit.

"WHAT THE FUCK FID YOU DO TO HER?" Richard screamed as I stood up. Backing away slightly. "How the fuck was I Meant to know she was that messed up?" I exclaimed, it was only me, Richard, Calum and the rest of the sidemen in here apart from Simon, JJ and Ethan.

"She's messed up because of you!" Calum shouts and I just shook my head, not believing it. "Fuck you, you don't know anything." I say and Richard grabs my face.

"She self harmed because of you." I hear gasps from the others ad I instantly felt so small, hurting a girl so much she had to harm herself to escape the pain. "I would of stopped if i'd of known." I say and push him off of me.

"Wait where the fuck is JJ and Ethan?" Josh asks and I was going to make up an excuse but Calum was fast to answer. "They are at the hospital with Sammie now because this prick kicked her arm and reopened the cuts." All eyes turned to me as I didn't know what to say.

"Teacher!" Vikk says and everyone immediately gets back to there seats, I sat down cautiously in the group and they just looked at me in disgust.

What the fuck have I done?

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JJ's POV
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As soon as me and Richard reached the hospital we immediately got out the car, luckily the hospital was not that far away from the school, only a ten minute drive.

"Yo, I really can't afford to miss another day of shool.. Could you Ple-" "Don't worry, I'll take care of her." I say and he smiles "thank you Jide," he says before I get out of his car, holding Sammie and her jacket, whilst I was I'm the car I tried cleaning her wounds with her ruined top, but her arm looked horrid, he must of kicked her hard.

I ran into the hospital and I saw the receptionist instantly panic. As she presses a red button on her desk. "Oh shit what happened?" She says as she stood up and went over to me and Sam. "Someone kicked her wrist and I guess it opened cuts. She's lost a lot of blood." I explain whilst she pulls me into a ward where a doctor was already there.