aftermath// she looks out the window

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dead ends 

                     dead ends

walls of cement-quarantined and prisoner.

birds chirp, distant laughs i hear,

 sunshine and coffee and pretty things.

but here i am with cloth tied to my face and water pouring endlessly: 

guilt wraps a rough hand around my throat

 suffocate 

                    suffocate

  suffocate.

and yet i breathe. oh the irony

How else do i make things right?! Is there no way?

crushing is the dawning that they- hands that once held you can unlove you. 

                                                                                                                                       So can you.


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9.9.16

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