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***FLASHBACK***
It was 4 years ago, only one week after my 12 birthday I was so young. my dad was left in the morning to go to work at 7 and I only just woke up for school, I said goodbye to him before he walked out the door. that day I had had a pretty bad day at school. I was walking to drama and two boys tripped my up at the top of the stairs making me fall over and a result of this everyone pointed and laughed at me. once I stood up and started to walk away trying not to cry, one of them pushed pass me and punched my arm. I had no friends to cry to so I just kept in the tears.
After school finished I walked home on my own and tears filled my eyes, I started to run because I just wanted to see my dad, he always knew how to cheer me up, I knew that he was home early today and I knew that my mum wasn't home so I wanted to get home so he wouldn't be alone. once I got To my house and I opened the door, my dad was lying on the sofa, completely still, motionless, eyes shut, he looked peaceful.
I ran over to him to try and wake him up as I thought he was asleep. that's when I knew I was to late, I called my mum and she came home straight away. that's when my life dramatically decreased, my dad, a really healthy and well looked after man had died of a heart attack just after my twelfth birthday.
Suddenly My world started deteriorating. the bullying got worse, people took fun of me for not having a dad and my mum wasn't much support.
***FLASHBACK OVER***
It had never really hit me until now that I don't have a dad. don't get me wrong I miss him every single day but I just bottled it up but I couldn't anymore it just came out!
"Abs are you ok" brad said rubbing my back.
"He's not here brad" I whispered into his ear.
"I'm really sorry abs I didn't mean to make you cry, I didn't know, I'm really sorry." he said back.
"Honestly brad I have never really told anyone before. I was bullied so much when I told someone, I just bottle it up but I can't anymore brad I miss him!" I said whilst crying.
"It's fine you don't have to bottle it up, I'm hear you can tell me anything, if you don't want to tell me I completely understand its up to you." He said still hugging me, I knew I had to tell him as he was my boyfriend its just how i will say it, I mean what if he hates me for not telling him earlier or he doesn't want to go out with him anymor-
Stop it Abbie! your going insane, he won't mind he will understand why I didn't tell him, I mean he is your boyfrien-
"Abs are you there" he said making me get out of my trance.
"Yeah sorry where was I?" I asked and we sat down On a bench near the beach.
"You were going to tell me about your dad" he said making me well up again.
"Oh yeah sorry I remember now!" I said
"Well basically I never actually have really told anyone apart from Charlotte and Jess since my dad died and when I did tell my 'friend' she told everyone and everyone bullied me." I said
"I'm not going to bully you abs I completely understand If u don't tell me" he said but I wanted to!
"No it's fine I'll tell you!" I said and then there was a pause
"Well basically it was a week after my twelfth birthday and my dad was back from work early. I had a really really bad day at school and my dad had always helped me through the bad days, by making me laugh and happy again and telling me that everything will be fine because he still loved me for me. so when I finished school I practically ran home and when I got in the door, he was completely still, it was like he was frozen, or just asleep. he had a heart attack 15 minutes before I got home and nobody was at home. I still hate myself knowing that if I was quicker home, there could of been a chance I could of saved him and he would still be here" I then started to crying and brad was hugging me tighter.
"I'm so sorry abs" it seemed like that's all he could say he was in complete shock.
"Don't worry about it. do you want to go and meet the others now because we're going to be late." I said trying to change the subject.
"Yeah sure" he said and we got off the bench and started walking again to meet the others.
After we down to the beach, there was about 3 girls just staring at us, we didn't know why but we tried to ignore it, it turns out we were actually early, Jess and tris were running late and charlotte, James and Connor came just after us.
"I've just thought something!" brad said looking at me worried
"What, what's happened, have I done something!?" I said
"Nobody knows about us and we are holding hands, that is why them girls were staring!" Brad said and suddenly we weren't holding hands anymore
"BRADLEY, ABS OVER HERE," James said running towards us and char was just walking behind looking slightly embarrassed as James was so Loud! And brad was running up to him in slow motion making me and Charlotte laugh really loudly!
What can you do though, I guess there your friends, you can't choose them they just come into your life and embarrass you humiliate you!
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This is shit guys, like i said I'm going through this whole book and changing a lot of the stuff I think is cliché or too cheesy also non realistic. I wrote this book from just the top of my head, I didn't write anything down and I just made stuff up as I went along with it!
I know you are probably thinking this is so bad I'm not reading this anymore but I swear I hope the next chapters get a little better!
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