Step Cousin

Life goes on

Sorry it's been literal months but I've been really busy with Is it Enough to love you and other works. And it looks like this will be the last update of Step Cousin it's been a bumpy ride I'll probably make an epilogue in the near future but this chapter is going to tie it all together. Thank you all so much for reading I love you xx and keep your eyes out for a new story soon ;)

This chapter is inappropriate just a little warning... Though you would want to know..

I stared intently at my reflection in the mirror facing me across Fiona's room. It was tall and showed my full body in the sun light gracefully. A slight breeze swept in disturbing the curtains slightly and crawling up my bare arm. I ran my purple painted finger tips up my arm and lost myself in thought as I had so many times over the past two months.

It was now August and I was preparing to enter my senior year and Tyler was leaving for college in two weeks, he was going to a university far away in Santa Barbara, I didn't intend however to kiss him goodbye in two weeks without knowing what his touch felt like, without knowing what it was like to experience desire for someone truly. I was still living with Fiona and seeing Tyler secretly behind my aunts back and tonight was the night we planned on taking our relationship all the way. I had been seeing a therapist about my experience with Danny who had been put on trial, found guilty and jailed for five years. I know he will be free someday but when that day comes I promised myself I would be far away from this town. Since I dropped down into hell in March, six months ago I have wanted nothing more to get away from here and try to forget. Even if that meant forgetting Tyler, I knew once he went to college his life would begin and I couldn't ask him to stop that for me. I had plans for myself and no one from this town was capable in any way of stopping me.

"Hannah, are you quite done in there?" Fiona hollered from down the hall.

"Yes." I quietly answered not caring whether or not I was heard by her. I smoothed out my dress, it was spaghetti strap and flowed down beautifully to my knee with baby blue embroidery.

"Are you ready to get laid?" Fiona impatiently threw the door open. I laughed genuinely which I had come to find was something only Fiona and select few others could make me do, my parents were a few of those people but they hadn't been here to make me laugh in a while though and I was beginning to accept that.

"Yes I am." I answered grinning stupidly.

"Are you on the pill?"

"Yes."

"So you took it today?"

"Yes."

"Use a condom."

"Okay." we went through a checklist before she would let me leave.

"Good girl, now go have some good traditional all American consensual sex." she bid me good bye as I blew her a kiss and hurried outside where Tyler was waiting for me in his truck. I slipped into the passenger seat where he immediately wrapped his arms around me and kissed me gently his lips were soft as silk as they momentarily teased me.

"Are you ready?" he asked me winking and rubbing circles on my arm with his thumb.

"Yes." I breathed smiling "let's go."

We drove in silence to the hotel we were spending the night at and when he pulled in he rushed to my side of the car to lift me out and carry me bridal style inside. I laughed as he squeezed me and tenderly kissed my cheek.

"Are you sure you want this?" Tyler asked me for what seemed like the millionth time. I looked at his concerned features lightly and ran my hands through his hair down to cup his face and pulled him towards me planting my lips firmly on his.

"Yes, if I was unsure you of all people would know. This past six months feels like a lifetime and there is nothing I want more to forget most of it but this," I wrapped my arms around his neck "me and you, I want to remember everything. If that made any sense."

"It did." he smiled tenderly as we entered the doors of the hotel and he placed me on feet so we could check in. The young man who looked to be around our age working behind the desk wiggled his eyebrows at Tyler making him chuckle as he handed him the room key. I immediately grabbed Tyler and ran to the elevator. I knew what room we were in and pressed the floor number, my heart began to beat as the doors to elevator closed and opened again. Life seemed as though it were a movie as I ran laughing down the hall with Tyler closely behind me toward the room 506. When we arrived there I spun and grabbed the room key from Tyler biting my lip and opening the door.

I grabbed Tyler by the collar of his shirt and yanked him forcefully into the room he immediately threw the door shut and took charge his hands on my butt he lifted me and kissing me passionately he pressed me against the wall. My heart rate increased rapidly as we deepened the kiss. My hands shaking I began to unbotton his flannel shirt and I tossed it aside running my hands down his chest.

I felt Tyler and I leaving the wall before I was on my back on the bed fiddling with his belt buckle, when I finally got it undone I began pushing his pants down but I couldn't get them off before my dress was over my head and tossed to the floor exposing my black lace bra and matching panties. I then got aggressive pushing his pants and boxers off exposing his excitement. Before I knew it I was exposed as well, I moaned with pleasure as Tyler's hands explored me and I did the same to him.

Tyler asked me again if I was ready which was a question that didn't need to be asked before we were finally together. Closer than ever before and I felt whole, like the only place I ever wanted to be was in Tyler's arms. It was beautiful. Every moan that escaped us both brought us closer and never in my life had I felt so much pleasure.

We made love several times that night, and it was fantastic, I could tell I would not be making any plans on walking for a few days. I fell asleep on Tyler's chest afterwards. It had been all I had dreamed of and there was nothing I would ever want more than this moment right now.

He may be my step cousin and he may be going off to collage soon but that will never stop us from being together, nothing will. I finally had a feeling of genuine happiness in my heart, something I hadn't felt in a long time. I remember the day my father died in my arms and no matter how much time passes that moment will never cease to stir deep emotions inside me and kill me in a small way but I also remember that I was brought to Tyler through this moment and in death I found somehow found life and happiness and it made me realized that every moment in my entire life had been leading up to this. And in this moment I was completely and undoubtably in love with my step cousin.

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