The Sunset // Suicidal Love Story

Chapter Ten

I got it! I'll swallow all the pills that are left in my sleeping medicine. That'll kill me.
I went to my closet to grab a sweatshirt. I was about to go to bed when I realized Austin took my shirt. My favorite shirt. I need it back.
I pulled out my phone and dialed his number.
"Hey" he said, sounding sad.
"Hi, so you kinda stole my shirt so can I come over and get it?"
"No." He said quickly, "I'll be over in 5 minutes."
And with that, he hung up. I sat on the couch, waiting for him to get here. I wasn't worried about my mom because she was currently at work and wouldn't be back until morning.
I heard the roar of a car engine and quickly got up. I opened up the door and saw a sad Austin. I've never seen him like this.
"You can come in" I said
He walked in a slumped into a barstool.
"What happened?" I ask him softly.
I sat down next to him, looking at him concerned.
"Just a bad day. I'm glad you called me. I missed you."
"You saw me this morning!"
"Yea but I still missed you."
I place a hand on his shoulder without thinking twice. He looked at my hand and I quickly pulled away.
He grabbed my hand and put it back where it was. With this, he stood up and helped me out of the stool. He closed the distance between us and put his face in front of mine. He lifts me up onto the counter and places his hands on my hips. He leans in, and kisses my neck, carefully sucking on my neck. He moves his hands to my jaw and kisses me. Our lips moving in unison. I wrap my arms around him and feel his warmth. I have to stop. I try, but I can't let go. I feel so good in his grip.
He rips off his shirt (which is actually mine) and throws it on the floor. He moves his hands back to my hips. I take off my shirt and place it on the counter. Still kissing, he picks me up and I wrap my legs around his waist. We make our way to my room and he places me on it. I started taking off my shorts and he takes off his pants too. We continue to make out and he lays on top of me. He pushes me farther into the bed and we take off everything else. He looks at me and gives me a look that means 'are you sure' and I nod yes not being able to help myself.
He continues to thrust into me. It feels so damn good but I know I shouldn't be doing this. Whatever. It's you last day, be free. I let a moan escape. I'm on the verge of an organism. Jesus Christ, this is really happening.

He ends up staying the night again. We lay together snuggling like the night before. He's going to break after today.