I got up and realized I had no clothes on. I went over to my closet and grabbed some jeans and a sweatshirt. My mom was home and I didn't really feel like explaining why there was a guy in my bed.
I brushed my teeth and woke him up.
"Good morning" he said groggily.
"Morning. My mom is home so you have to go. We can hangout later."
He stood up and put on his clothes. He walked over to me and planted a kiss on my forehead. We said our goodbyes and I walked over to grab my razor. I put it in my bathroom and walked out of my room into the hallway.
I started walking towards my moms bathroom and opened her medicine cabinet. I grabbed the bottle of pills and there weren't many in there so I grabbed another bottle.
I walked back into my bathroom and set them on my counter. I didn't care about saying bye to my mom, she's part of the problem.
I called Austin and he didn't pick up. The voicemail kicked in.
"It's Avery. I'm sorry to do this to you. I can't stay here anymore. I need freed from this hell. I'm sorry."
I set down my phone and walk into my bathroom. I grab the pills and take 6 of each. I swallow them and then open my shower. I turned the water on and sat down. Crying.
I cried for a while then someone came barreling through the door.
"What did you do?!?!" He said frantically.
"I WANT TO DIE!!" I yell at him.
I grab my razor and slit both of my wrists causing them to gush with blood. He sprints into the shower. He holds me in his arms.
"Please don't die! I need you!" He yells at me.
My vision starts to darken. I slip into sleep. I feel safe. I feel happy. I feel at peace.
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The Sunset // Suicidal Love Story
Storie d'amoreAvery Carver was your "normal" 16 year old, except, she was chronically depressed and suicidal. She was planning her suicide all summer. Then school started and there was a new boy. His name was Austin Brant. This story explains how there's still ho...
