I walked down the street it was about 11:39pm. The streetlights were on and the fireflies were awake.
It was the first time in days since I went outside. I breathed in the fresh air and thought to myself.
I love him a lot... But if even the doctor doesn't know what will happen to him how can I?
I kicked a pebble that I saw and watched as it rolled away towards a pair of feet.
I looked up from the floor and saw Dalia and Giulia. I smiled warmly as I began to tear up. I ran towards them and jumped in their arms.
"Oh god Hyra!! How are you feeling?! I'm sorry it took us so long to get here!!" They both apologized as I was now back home and Seoul was understandably far.
"Do you have a place to stay?!?!" I asked while panicking and shocked that they came all this way.
"Yup! Don't worry our uncle lives a few blocks away from here!"
I nodded happily and told them to get going so they could unpack.
I smiled brightly and waved goodbye as they made their way further and further away from me.
Song Reco: Purpose - Jungkook BTS (Cover)
Soon, I was alone and finally began to walk to... My "home"
I walked a few minutes until reaching this plain house. I looked at it from roof to the balcony and started to remember different moments of my life.
I shook my head and snapped myself out of it before finally making my way to the front door.
I opened the already unlocked door and looked around. Police tape everywhere.
I passed through creakily steps and ripped a few tapes to get to my room. As I walked upstairs, I was facing my bedroom door.
I stared at it for a minute and told myself, "I can't keep running away from something I'm scared of."
I put my hand on the door knob and as I slowly opened it. I saw...
Blood stains on the floor... Police tape signaling evidence and others.... But as I made my way deeper inside....
I saw the gun.
I fell to the floor and stared at it, memories of that night crawling through the cracks of the old walls and into my memory.
--FlashBack--
I looked straight into his eyes and felt his lips kiss my cheek, finally he whispered in my ear as he moved away.
"If I die, I want you to know.."
"I love you."
--FlashBack End--
I picked up the gun and stared at it. Until... I couldn't hold it anymore.
I sobbed as loudly as I could. My ears ringing, my heart racing, I cried.
I threw the gun across the room and banged on the floor as I sobbed to my hearts wildest content.
My heart was melting away, I couldn't hear anything around me.... My hands quivered in fear of the future.... Of what our future might be...
I cried. I couldn't breath, I panted.
I crouched towards the floor and cried resting my forehead on the floor.
"Please!!!" I yelled out. "Remember me..." I cried as I knew the love of my life....
Might forget me forever.
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------ Author's Note:
I don't know why but I sobbed while writing this.... The love of her life took a bullet for her and now forgot who she is.... I couldn't help but cry....
