Crazier Than Most (Book ONE){Completed}

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Chapter Seventeen: Bailee Crater? No Sorry I Am Spade Ace Quinn!

Spade Ace Quinn..

Bailee Crater....

Who am I?  I asked myself as I sat with my legs dangling off the building I sat on I unhooked the necklace from my neck and looked at it "Mothers my ass" I mumbled and threw down onto the other side of the street,  I brought my knees up to chest and hugged them.

I stopped by a store and stole some clothes ditching the dress Ivy gave me I was now dressed in something I would wear. This makes twice I have shot my dad, and that is weird as he'll for me to think.. Then there is Harley.

I hate life right now.

"It isn't nice to shoot people" someone said as the sat beside me on the building,  I looked down and thought about if I was to fall.

"What are you doing here? I shot your leg you should be pissed" I told Joker.

He looked at me "Truthfully.. I am. I am just holding it in best I can" he told me as he smiled at me "I am being honest when I say I didn't know when I busted you out that you we're my kid, but I didn't believe Harley when she told me either.

"I thought she was crazy until I saw how you handled that car and lost Batsy. Then I realized you are my kid" he told me.

I sighed "Joker, when I said not to look for me.. I meant what I said" I told him and looked at him "I don't.. I don't want to be here" I whispered and stood up walking to the middle of the building.

"I mean,  my parents are basciqly the King and Queen of Gotham! And I just found out! It's a lot to take in and I honestly might leave" I said as he stood up and walked towards me leaning on his cane as he limped towards a me.

He stood in front of me and smiled "Go."

I blinked "Huh?" I asked.

He sighed "If it's what you want go. Your eighteen even though I just found out myself, I can't hold you back" he told me.

"Why are you being so nice?" I asked.

He put a hand on my cheek and looked down at me "Because ..the familky I came from wasn't the best in the world. But, I guess I want you to know that if you ever need me I will be there.. Bailee I'm not good with all this.. I don't know how to act like a father.. But, I don't want to screw you up even more.

"I mean,  look what Arkham did to you" he told me.

I just looked at him and before he could turn around and walk away I wrapped my arms around him and hugged him, I didn't care if he thought I was crazy or if he would push me away, I just needed to hug someone.

"Thank you."

When I pulled back he was looking at me then he kissed my head and walked off,  I stood there on the roof top and watched him as he climbed down from the building and walked down the sidewalk away from me.

Joker POV.

"Your letting her go?"

I looked at Harley "What else can I do? Besides it's too late to get to know her anyway" I lied and looked down at the paper in my hand.

"It isn't too late. "

"She's gone. She left when I told her to" I lied again and turned my chair around facing the window outside of my office and staring at the full moon.

"You should have stopped her,  you should of-" I turned quick and looked at Harley with a glare.

"You shouldn't have put her in Arkham, you should have let me get to know my daughter,  you should have at least let me known I have a daughter!" I yelled and threw my desk over to it's side making her jump as I sat back down in my chair.

"I didn't want -if I had ever had a kid- I didn't want them to think I was-to think I didn't want them" I said and put my head in my hands and sighed as heard Harley walk out of my office.