I know you usually don't remember anything while being in a coma but strangely enough I remember everything. As my eyes adjust to the harsh hospital light all the memories of what happened while I was asleep flood into my brain. As I'm thinking about what happened one of the most important memories come to mind. I have to choose. Spencer or Derek? I wish I could have them both I love them so much but who do I choose?
Suddenly doctors and nurses come rushing to the side of my bed. They're all yelling and what looks like excitement written all over their faces. My eyes study each face and I get the sudden urge to talk. I want to say I'm ok. As I go to speak something stops me and it feels horrible. Something is down my throat and can't focus on anything but that feeling. I try to talk again and the doctor notices and tries to stop me. He says.
"No! Don't try to speak Cynthia! I'm Dr.Trent and you've been in a coma for the last little while. You have a tube down your throat to help you breath while you were asleep. Now that you awake though we can take it out. I just need you to remain calm."
I nod and try my best not to freak out. The doctor nods to a nurse and they both start unraveling the tape from the tube that attached it to my mouth. After the tape is all gone a close my eyes and they start pulling. As they're almost out I get the uncontrollable urge to gag. As I do my stomach turns and try to reach for something for me to vomit it. But instead of my arms reaching out they barely lift off the bed. Luckily one of the nurses noticed that I was about to puke and rushed a basin over to my mouth and the rest was history.
For at least an hour I was poked and prodded and had lights shine in my eyes temporarily blinding me. But finally they were done and went to inform my family.
Not even two seconds later I see what looks like a stampede of people running over to me. At the front of the stampede were of course Derek and Spencer.
As soon as they got to me they all had smiles of relief and pure love. One by one they came up to hug me gentility but lovingly. I hated seeing all these people surrounding me in such distress and sadness when I was asleep. I felt like I had to make it up to them so I tried to speak.
"I love you guys" I croaked out my words barely audible. But they heard it. Each and everyone of them and they're impossibility wide smiles grew wider.
After the first few minutes everyone started asking the Doctors and nurses endless questions and all wanted to take care of every little thing for me. From help me drink some water to making sure the meal that I finally got was warm and up to their standards. I have a
wonderful family and I love them all. But only if I could choose between Spencer and Derek.
I really don't wanna choose they're both amazing but I have to.
Who will I choose?
