The Truth Behind The Smiles

The reason we shared our story

So the reason we decided to share this story is because people are growing more and more aware of our relationship. I wasn't complaining people loved it, but we wanted to announce it in our own time, when we was ready.

One particular Lauren was home with me because she was having some time off we laid in our bed browsing thru social media on our phones when a Loud gasp came out of her mouth "look babe, shit" she shouted. I grabbed the phone out of her hands and my eyes widened at what i saw. It was an article from a magazine reading "Local source proves Laucy is real and we totally ship it" above the words was a picture, a picture of me and Lauren kissing. I gasped in surprise and stared at the photo. Who took this? Who the fuck would do this. We studied the picture for a while before reading the article. Apparently it was somebody from our school who had shared the information and sent in the picture, which made sense now as the picture was definitely old. "Slinky bastards" i groaned looking up at Lauren to make sure she was ok. "Its time to tell the truth" she said nervously, squeezing my hand silently telling me it was going to be ok.

She shared the article with the caption "i love her and im sick of having to hide that, so yes Laucy is real" i hugged her tightly as she sent the tweet out, kissing her lips softly and promising her it would be ok. Both of our social media accounts blew up instantly, 1000's of tweets where coming thru and Laurens phone was going crazy, her management was constantly calling her but we decided to ignore all of it. We threw any social device to the other side of the room and laid tangled up in eachothers arms, sharing small kisses and loving stares. Im so proud of her, so proud that she felt ready to do this. So proud that she wanted to tell the world she was mine, it made my heart so happy.

A couple of hours passed and Lauren had fallen asleep on my chest so i quickly laid her down and grabbed my phone to check my twitter. I was actually gobsmacked as i read some of the horrible things these people was saying about me. 'Lauren is way too good for Lucy' 'Lucy is clearly only with Lauren for the money, she doesn't love her' i thought these people wanted us together? What had change there minds so quickly?

I laid in bed and sobbed to myself trying not wake Lauren but she woke and pulled me close instantly. "What happened beautiful?" She whispered softly as she sat up beside me and wrapped her arms around my neck. "They're saying horrible things about me. They think i dont love you and that im with you for your money" i couldn't stop the tears from falling as i explained to her what they was saying. I knew the fans meant the world to her and that there opinions also mattered, i looked at her worriedly. A look of anger spread across he face, her eyes glazed as if she was about to cry.
She grabbed her phone and began typing furiously tweeting "you guys call yourself my fans but can't even be happy for me? Im the happiest i have ever been and you guys are been so mean about it, fuck all of you, jealous fucks!" She then quickly tweeted again "thank you to the real fans for the support and love, i love you guys millions x"

We sat and spoke all night about what people was saying, about them thinking i was only with her for her money. God they had no idea. Lauren decided it would be a good idea to share our story and be totally honest with her fans. She decided i should be the one who did it, she said i should write a blog from the very start up until now and i agreed. It had been a couple of months since she suggested i did it and the hate still hasnt stopped, some of these people were wishing my dead, wow. I still hadn't got round to writing it yet but we spoke on the phone earlier an decided now was the time.

So now you guys know our story from start to finish. The raw, honest, TRUTH about us and our relationship. i hope you can all understand. Well i hope so ive been sat here writing this for 9 hours straight my fingers are killing lol. i love Lauren with every fibre of my being and i always have. I hope you guys know now that im genuine an that ill always look after 'your Lauren'. As her fans i understand that your all only looking out for her but please believe me when i say i would never hurt her, shes my baby. I adore her, i mean it when i say she is the love of my life and i want to spend the rest of my life with her.

Anyway i have to stop writing this now as my baby's just walked thru the door and i've missed her so fucking much. Thank you all for taking your time to read this i hope now after reading what we have been thru together you understand what she means to me and can accept us.

Love always, Lucy xox.