Until You Mean It

Why I haven't been uploading

I know I haven't been uploading. I know it's over a month now. I'm so sorry. So much for finishing this book by the end of summer. Right? But there are a few reasons why I haven't been uploading and I just wanted to let you guys know why so you don't think I don't care about my readers. First of all I'm a very moody person and I have to be in a certain mental state to write. Please don't think I'm crazy (lol), I just need to have a positive state of mind if I am going to write and sometimes I just don't. I started writing this story a few months after I joined Wattpad in October 2014 and truthfully the goals that I've to accomplish by 2016 has not been fulfilled. For instance I thought I would have finished writing this book already but I haven't. So that's one of the problems.

Furthermore the feedback from this book is not satisfactory in my opinion, so I started asking myself if this book suck so much that no one could actually keep up with it. So I decided I would read what I've written so far. And to be frank, I don't think it's up to par. I know I can do better. I also know it's kinda my fault why I don't have more readers and it has to do with the fact that I upload inconsistently. And this brings about the other reason why I haven't been posting, school. I don't know how other writers upload so frequently even when they go to school or work. I just can't keep up. It is so hard. I suck when it comes to time management. Unfortunately, there are also other reasons why I don't upload frequently but these two are the main ones so I'll focus on these. I also don't want to bore you or you probably stop reading a long time ago so I'm writing this in vain............. Which probably is true. *sniffles*

With all that said I have been editing the book. You know just making it more polished and refined, more reader friendly. Sadly, I'm only at the third chapter, (Cries in a corner) but I think it's coming on good so far. After all it's my first time trying to write a whole book and it can be difficult at times. I started this book without a well thought out plan and now I realize I have sort of drifted and lost focus. But don't worry I won't be changing the storyline. The aim of this is to strengthen my plot, achieve good characterization and making this story more engaging.

So yea if you reached this far comment what is your favorite fruit so that I can feel better about myself that I didn't write this whole thing in vain. Oh yes my fave is mangoes.

Ps: Do you want me to upload the first two chapters that I have editing or I should wait until I have finished more chapters? Or you would want me to work on a new chapter? Please let me know. You would make my day.

I love all of you guys and don't forget to smile.

-Nyxie

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