Hello, Mr. Sanity | Chanbaek

Chapter 3

The loud screeches at the door awoke me from my slumber, my throat instantly groaning as I rolled over in the small bed placed for me, it was more like a cot. I sat up and let out a yawn, my hand coming up to shuffle and ruffle my hair around, flattening it down to place. I let out another yawn as my hands came to my eyes, rubbing the sleep from my orbs. I raised from my slouching position, hearing my back and muscles crack from the stretch.

"Mr. Park, you have a visitor." A nurse spoke through the door.

My eyebrows furrowed, my head turned the side. My eyes wandered around as I thought of the people who could be visiting. Sehun would die if he had to come this early, my parents don't care anymore, my sister is out of the country, and then there's that doctor. Dr. Byun. But why the hell would a doctor come this fucking early?!

I shook my head to clear my thoughts, a hand running through my hair as I ruffled it more. I closed my eyes for a moment before opening them up again. I let out a small sigh as I patted down my hair and fixed my clothes.

"Let them in, I'm ready." I spoke, my voice cracking with each word.

I sat up on my bed properly, waiting for the visitor to come in. My eyes widened as he came in. Dr. Byun. I took in his appearance, my mouth watering lightly. My eyes looked up and down, taking in his short statue. His hair was fixed today, parted to the side. His white t-shirt was replaced by a black and white button down, and his jeans were black.

A juicy treat indeed.

I shook my head and stood up, giving him a small bow. I looked to him and admired him more as I stood over him.

"Thank you for coming, Dr. Byun." I spoke, "Although, you didn't need to come so early."

He laughed lightly, "I wanted us to get some time alone before your friend came, he said he was going to visit in the later part of the day."

I nodded, sitting down and watched as he sat in the seat in front of me. My hands came to my lap as I laced them together, my head lowered down as I stared to my feet.

"What did you want to talk about today?" I asked lightly, my eyes peaking to Dr. Byun through my hair.

"Let's start with something small," He smiled, "How are you feeling?"

How am I feeling?

"I think I'm feeling fine." I let out a small shrug, "Everything is pretty normal."

"What is normal?" He asked next, looking to me with his small clipboard.

"Well, normal is waking up, eating nasty food, sometimes take a few pills depending on my mood, and wait to see if I actually get a visitor." I spoke, shocking myself on how much I spoke.

I watched him write down my answer before looking back towards my figure, "What is the use to the pills?"

"The pills?" I thought about the question, "Sometimes I go a little out there, I guess I should say."

"A little out there...." He murmured, "Is it like a fit of a reaction about the accident?"

"I guess you could call it that." I shrugged, twiddling my thumbs together.

"Now time for the bigger questions." He spoke, bending down to his bag, shuffling through papers before pulling out two pictures, "This Wu Yifan and Huang Zitao. These are the two people you killed."

I leaned over, my hands coming out and grabbing ahold of the pictures. I inspected them closer, blinking as I stared at the pictures. The last time I saw them they were all bloody and you could barely tell it was them.

"Why are you showing me this?" I asked, my voice shaky.

"When you killed them did you have one of your fits like with the pills?" He asked, ignoring my question.

"It had nothing to do with the pills."

"But you had some medication that you were taking, correct?" He asked.

"Anti-depressions." I nodded, "It was Zoloft."

Dr. Byun nodded and wrote more down, "Do you think that because of the pills, you took it out on them? All of your anger? Your emotions?"

I immediately stood up, "They were killing my best friend's boyfriend and tried to kill me! What was I suppose to do?!"

"Mr. Park, please sit and calm down."

"How can I calm down when you keep asking stupid questions that have no reason as to why I'm in here?! I know why I'm here!"

"Mr. Park-"

"No, you listen here, Dr. Byun. I am not fucking crazy, I know that's what you think. But I'm here because I killed a few people, nothing else."