Hi Hubby - just want to send you a stripe of my first roll of film. It really isn't that fantastic but for memory purposes, I think you should have it. I really want you to be here with me. This is a very special experience for me. I feel like it has taken me a long way to come here. When I'm here, I feel very comfortable and in sync with myself. I know this is what I want and everything feels so right... I guess there aren't a lot of moments in life that one feels this way. I again really owe it to you making this happens. It's not just financially but you always support me mentally. Gosh, it sounds like an award speech... But I can surely say I won't be here without you. So thank you so much to let me just bugger off for two months. I'm starting to really enjoy going back to school. I've lesser frustration than when I first started. I feel more comfortable about myself as well. I still remembered when I was a college student, I was always scared of not fitting in or being a nerd, but this time I actually don't mind being anything. If I'm an outcast or nerd? So be it. It actually makes me feel more comfortable around strangers.
Also because like the guy said on the second day of class - none of this really matters: it won't cost us anything, we paid for them already, so just goes wild with it. I'm still learning the go wild part, but sure I'll try to experience it as much as I can. I've never hung out with so many gwei before and we are getting along fine.
I used to hate to be in front of camera but I just starred in a cute little love story for my classmate. I feel free and it's a great feeling. No ego, no bad feeling... well may be a little but not that extensive. All and all, I wish you can experience it with me. We both walk down the path in life together and I really hope that you enjoy what I can show you as well. I know reality can be grim - heard from everyone at work that everything is THE SAME.
That's exactly why we need to escape and store up more resources to tackle it. So come by if you can and You'll share my joy. I know I still moan about classmates and projects, but I do know I'm very blessed.
Love
b
