This can't be so

01

I stared at Mr J, my eyes full of love as he told me to fall. I had to do it for him, I needed him and wanted to be with him. He is the only one who could ever love me. I was going to become what he needed to be and who I truely am.

<><><><>4 Months Later<><><><>

"Harley, where are you kitten?" I could hear my puddin' calling out to me. His voice sounded flirty like it always does after a successful mission or kill. A light quiet laugh escaped my lips and I walked bare foot across the cold marble floor of the kitchen.

"Puddin' how did it go?" I smile at my amazing Mr J. His arms wrap around my waist and he pulls me close, his emerald eyes holding mine. 

"Perfectly." He whispered in my ear making me shiver in delight. I love when he is close to me, the feeling of his skin against mine is all I want in life.

"I want you puddin' please." I moan in-between kisses. I feel his grip on me tighten.

"You are never to make requests, I am in control. You are mine Harley." He growls playfully.

"Please, please please please." I beg, my arms tightening around his neck and kissing him desperately. He laughed, throwing his head back. I love his laugh so much, it fills me with butterflies. He lifted me up and pressed me against the wall biting my neck. I felt so full of love for him.

"Lets go to our room." He whispers carrying me to our bed.

<><><><>Later<><><><>

We lay breathing heavily, happy and sweating.

"I love you Mr J, so so much." I roll over laying my arm across his chest, cuddling close to him.

"I love you too Harls." He never really told me he loved me, my heart filled to the brim with excitement and happiness. Gently I traced his tattoos covering his naked chest. He really loves me, he only hurts me when I deserve. He needs someone to take his anger out on and I would do anything for my puddin'. 

[Thats It for this chapter. Sorry its short but I hope you enjoy it :)]